Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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There had been one who would have had it all out of her in a trice. But
he was remote, a part of her childhood. She hardly called him to mind at
this hour. It was dangerous work to think of him, she knew--and her old
fortitude stood by her, which said, Turn your mind resolutely away from
that which may influence your judgment. Senhouse was not a stoic; he
was an epicurean, she now considered. She wanted something flintier than
Senhouse. He might have tried to dissuade her; but her mind was now made
up. She intended to marry Nevile.
She breakfasted alone, and immediately afterwards went upstairs to write
her agreement. The thing was to be gone through with, and the sooner the
better.
“MY DEAR NEVILE,” she wrote, “if it can ever be right to marry without
love, it must be in my case. I don't blame you in the least for what
happened. It was as much my doing as yours--and I still think that I was
right. And now I think that it is right to fulfil one's bargain--as it
would have been if I had married you. If I had been married to you, I
should not have left you unless you told me to go, and I don't think
that I ought to now. If you really wish it, you shall marry me when you
please, and I will do my duty by you always. Whatever arrangements you
make will suit me quite well; but the less fuss we make the better. I am
sure that you will think so too. Don't come to see me for a few days if
you don't mind. I want to think.--Yours affectionately, SANCHIA.”
It was not a very gracious letter, it must be owned. So young and so
untender! One would have said that the man must be a courageous lover
who would take marriage on such terms; but either Ingram was very much
in love, or honestly hoped to be loved again. I incline to the opinion
of Bill Chevenix, to whom he showed it. “Nevile, old chap,” he said,
“you take her on any terms. You've no idea how set up you'll feel by
everybody saying you've done the square thing. I tell you frankly that
she's too good for you. Look how she's shaped in Charles Street! As if
she'd been born to it. And never once--never once--allowed to anybody
that she's been in the wrong. Not to a soul. And neither you nor I
believe that she has--nor did old Dosshouse, or whatever his name was.”
Ingram knew quite well to whom he so airily referred.
“I shall have landed that chap once for all, anyhow,” he said.
“Landed him!” cried the other. “Why, bless you, didn't you know? He
landed himself two years after you did. He's married.”
“Married, is he?” Ingram asked, not thinking of Senhouse in particular.
“Who did he marry?”
“He married a rather pretty woman, a widow, a Mrs. Germain.”
Ingram looked sharply up. “I'll take my oath he didn't. I met her the
other day. She's Mrs. Duplessis.”
Chevenix stared at him. “Why, I know the chap. Where did you meet her?
Where do they live?” he asked his friend.
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