Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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Once a day, however, she took out a writing-block, and traced upon it
the words, “My dear Jack, I think I ought to tell you--” or a similar
exordium. She got no further. How could she tell him that without
telling him more? And how tell him more when, of her own accord, she had
sent him about his business, and set her approval upon his marriage,
or what must be considered his marriage? An instinct forbade her. She
didn't reason with it: her reason was paralysed. “It's part of the
price. It's what he would have praised me for”--and she flew to her
text.
“_A great power is in your thin sweet hands, my sweet; you are in the
way of being a great artist._” She looked at her hands, and loved them
for his sake who had loved them so well. Her “thin sweet hands!” Could
one write so of her hands and not love them well?
But the power, the power that she had! Hear her rhapsodist. _“If you can
so work upon your delicate surface as to mould it close to your noble
soul; if in the gallery of the world you can unveil yourself for a
thousand pair of eyes to see, and praise God for the right to see--why,
what an artist you are, and what an audience you have! ... Like a whiff
of thyme on a grassy down, like the breath of violets from a bank, or of
bean-flower blown across a dusty hedge, some gentle exhalation of your
soul sighed through your body will hint to the passion-driven wretch
things innocent and quiet. The blue beam of your steadfast eyes may turn
his own to heaven; a chance-caught, low, sweet tone of your voice may
check clamour; an answer may turn his wrath.... You can be picture,
form, poem, symphony in one.... Think of it, Sanchia, before you turn
away. Think well whether upon that exquisite medium you cannot express
your best.”_
She found herself trembling--in these days she easily trembled--as she
re-read these words. That such a power should indeed be hers--and how
could she fail to believe it?--was inspiration enough to send her to
the fire. She read no more, but used to sit shivering, thrilling through
every fibre of her body, with the strength of such splendid praise. For
whatever might be her fate, splendid it was to have been so loved,
so seen, and so praised. It was well for Ingram that she read her old
love-letters--and extremely unfortunate for the writer of them, who
anguished for her now in his desert place. Odd situation! that the
love-letters of one man should reconcile her to the arms of another.
From Torquay, where she spent the Easter holidays with her father, the
two alone and happily together, she wrote two or three times to Nevile.
He was at Wanless, professedly getting some order into things there, and
protesting to her by every word he sent her upon the need there was of
her hand upon affairs. There was not a word of love used between
the pair. All the love-making, indeed, was done by Senhouse, whose
master-stroke was called for by and by.
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