Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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Lady Maria took Ingram's arm, Sanchia that of Chevenix, and they went
downstairs. Half-way down she stopped. Chevenix looked at her. She was
white; she could hardly breathe. “Good God, Sancie, what's the matter?”
She stared, gasped, moved her head about. “I can't go on--I can't--I
can't. It's horrible--it's awful--I'm afraid. Hush--don't make a fuss.
I'm going away. This isn't possible.”
The other couple were in the dining-room by now. Chevenix didn't know
what to do.
“There's dinner, you know, Sancie,” he said. “That's an institution,
eh? You'll feel better, I expect. Keep your pecker up. I'll have a go at
Nevile for you. I swear I will. Now, where's your pluck, my dear?”
She shook her head, struggling all the time to get her breath. “It's
gone--clean gone.”
“You want food, Sancie; that's what you want. Come. Don't let's have a
commotion. You leave all this to me.”
She leaned against the wall, and brushed her hand across her face.
Chevenix was in despair. Nevile, from below, called up, “What are you
two conspiring about?” Sanchia shivered, and stood up.
“Go down alone,” she said. “I can't.”
III
She dragged herself upstairs, and locked herself in her room, stumbled
to the window, caught at it by the sill and leaned out. Her skin burned,
her blood beat at her temples, and her breath came panting from her. Her
white breasts ached with the burden of her strife. “I was born to live,
not die. Air! or I shall fall.”
It was mellow dusk by now, the lamps below her lighted, and above the
chimneys and broken roof-line, above the trembling glare which meant
London, there were stars in a violet sky. The stars which looked on
London, looked also on the dim grass wolds, on hills rolling like waves,
on muffled woods, rivers swift under their banks, on cornlands stiff
and silent in the calm, on pastures and drowsy sheep. But the hills
stretched out on either side of a valley, fold upon fold, everlastingly
the same. There Despoina walked, at the deepest hour of the night. Even
now she was looked for by one who sat in the valley and watched the
East--intent, hooded, white, his chin upon his knees. A knock sounded at
her door. She turned and ran to open. “Her ladyship have sent to know
if you would have something sent up, miss.”
“Nothing, nothing.” She sped back to the window.
At midnight, Despoina should be there. At midnight! In three hours! It
was time to get ready; there wasn't a moment to lose. She watched the
night as if she were listening to it, counting its pulse. Then, kneeling
where she was, she began to unfasten her hair, running her hands through
it as each clinging coil loosened and grew light. So presently she was
curtained in her hair.
It drooped about her burning cheeks and veiled her bosom. She looked
like the Magdalen in the desert, facing, wide-eyed, the preacher. There
she knelt on, in a trance, waiting for the hour.
It struck ten--eleven.
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