Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
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She was a girl intensely interested in a hundred dawning things, to whom
love had come late. Until she was near twenty you would have thought her
sexless. Senhouse, her poetical friend and teacher--her only friend, her
only confidant--had dubbed her Artemis; and it may well have been his
adoring service of her pure flame which first turned it inwards, to
scorch her heart. All that she had learned of this scholar gypsy she
poured out as balm over the stricken Ingram, who swallowed it and her
together. Then the truth about him was blared upon her suddenly, and she
found that he was to be pitied. Guileless victim of a hateful woman
as she believed him then, she found that she held a store of balm. She
pitied him deeply, she opened, she poured out her treasure. Enthusiasm
for the saving work captained her thereafter; nothing would turn her
from her purpose. Ingram was to be saved by love: she gave him all.
To do him justice, a young man born to possess and command, he did his
best to repair what was beyond repair. He told her the truth unasked by
her; he confessed that he loved her, and owned that he had no business
to do it. Nearness, circumstance, brooding on that which was true of
both of them and must not be uttered by either, did the rest. Upon
that evening in the drawing-room when they found themselves alone,
each trembling under the god, they simply drifted together, and without
effort to resist, mingled their natures through the lips. Discovery,
earthquake and eclipse, her mother's chill rage, her father's tears,
her sisters' dismay; all this and more she endured. She passioned like
a young martyr. She admitted the facts without comment, and accepted the
consequences without a falter. They might have whelmed a greater
heart than hers; turned on to the town as she was to all intent, at
two-and-twenty, a girl with the face and figure of a goddess, with
fifty pounds between her and the devil. They might have sent her, at the
least, weeping and trembling into Ingram's arms. But they did not. She
was of finer clay. She took a lodging in Pimlico, and, to fit herself
for employment, went to school. The commercial course which she chose
was the shortest possible, but all that she felt she could afford. “My
dear young lady, we can only promise you a smattering--really no more
for the money.” “It must start me,” said Sanchia, and began. There was
a month more to run when Ingram found her, and, glad as she was of
him, doting and doted upon, in the first flood of youth and love, she
persisted in it, finished it out, and got her diploma for what it was
worth, before, as he put it, she would listen to reason.
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