Rest Harrow: A Comedy of ResolutionHewlett, Maurice
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Rest Harrow: A Comedy of Resolution
Hewlett, Maurice
Fiction
He stayed six months that year--from April to September; but then
went to Scotland, deer-stalking, shooting pheasants. He was back for
Christmas and brought a houseful of guests--all men. Again she welcomed
him, again she was kind. He was now a little blunted to the fine shades
of love, took his happiness as it happened to come, and could rub his
hands over the household blessing she was. By-and-by, at the end of
her fourth year, she took over the gardens as well as the house, was
accepted by Mr. Menzies as his liege-lady and by young Clyde as much
more than that. The estate-management, home-farm, woods, tenancies, were
given up to her at the end of the fifth year, just before Ingram sailed
for West Africa on a shooting expedition. By that time he had grown to
depend upon her entirely for everything. She was become the faithful
well-tried wife of standing, which in a man of Ingram's bone means
that nothing remained of love but entire confidence and occasional
gratification. After this, he left her for long periods together; for
the whole of the eighth year he was abroad, “idiotically happy,” as he
had told her.
During all this time no intercourse with her family--except those
furtive letters from her adoring old father, which were pitiful to
her, because they could not be answered as he would have had them; and
nothing from her friend of the Open, who had at last got himself a mate.
It seemed that she had made a clean break, and that nothing of what had
made her dawning life sweet and sane was to mingle with the sweetness
and sanity which she had brought into Wanless. And then--after eight
years--she caught herself looking back. And now--here was an end of the
dream.
If you are to ask me what had changed her regard for Ingram during that
solitary year, so that she received him at the end of it as she did,
I don't know that I can tell you. Slowly discovery--of herself, of
him--came to her, slowly combustible stuff was heaped within her; it
slowly kindled, and smouldered long. No doubt he himself blew it into
clear flame by his let-drop news of Claire's death. She had not known
that: she never read the newspaper, having neither time for the world's
affairs nor interest in them. Suddenly, by that, she was offended;
suddenly saw him as he really was, always had been, and always must be.
Suddenly, also, she saw herself, as brimming with life, energy to live
and to make live, at the end of her music-time. The folds fell from her
eyes, she could see Ingram as a man, squalid. Nay, more: she could now
see him as a beast, ravening. Thereupon he gave her horror, so that she
dared not look back upon her hours of blindness.
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