Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
A certain relief had come with the deed. She had opened up for herself a
new field of action; she would be reinstated in the eyes of her world,
in Reuben’s eyes, in her own.
She was so strong, so cruelly vital that it never for an instant
occurred to her that she might pine and fade under her misery. She
would have laughed to scorn such a thought.
Not thus could she hope for escape. A new field of action--there lay her
best chance.
Her father came up to her and put his hand on her shoulder. She lifted
her mournful glance to his; the kind, vague regard was inexpressibly
soothing after the battery of eyes to which she had been recently
exposed.
“I hope, my dear,” said Joshua Quixano, “that you are quite happy in
this engagement?”
“Oh, yes, papa,” answered Judith; but suddenly, as she spoke, the tears
welled to her eyes and poured down her face.
Such a display of feeling on her part was without precedent. Both father
and daughter were exceedingly shy, though in neither case with that
shyness which manifests itself in outward physical flutter.
Mr. Quixano, deeply moved, stretched out his arms, and putting them
about her, drew her close against him.
“My dear girl, my dear girl, you are not to do this unless you are sure
it is for your happiness. Remember, there is always a home for you here.
You can always come back to us.”
She let her face lie on his breast, while the tears flowed unchecked.
His words, the kind, timid, caressing movements with which he
accompanied them were sweet to her, though in the depths of her heart
she knew that there was no turning back.
Material advantage; things that you could touch and see and talk about;
that these were the only things which really mattered, had been the
unspoken gospel of her life.
Now and then you allowed yourself the luxury of a fine sentiment in
speech, but when it came to the point, to take the best that you could
get for yourself was the only course open to a person of sense.
The push, the struggle, the hunger and greed of her world rose vividly
before her. Wealth, power, success--a flaunting success for all men to
see; had she not believed in these things as the most desirable on
earth? Had she not always wished them to fall to the lot of the person
dearest to her? Did she not believe in them still? Was she not doing her
best to secure them for herself?
But she was Joshua Quixano’s daughter--was it possible that she cared
for none of these things?
CHAPTER XVIII.
The essence of love is kindness; and indeed it may
be best defined as passionate kindness.
R. L STEVENSON.
There is nothing more dear to the Jewish heart than an engagement; and
when, four days after the events of the last chapter, that between
Judith and Bertie was made public, congratulations flowed in, people
called at all hours of the day, and the house in Kensington Palace
Gardens presented a scene of cheerful activity and excitement.
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