Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Sometimes her mind dwelt on the splendours of the prospect held out
before her; splendours which, in her ignorance, she was disposed to
exaggerate. Reuben, climbing to those social heights, which for herself
she had always deemed inaccessible, Reuben reaching the summit, would
find her there before him. That would impress him greatly, she knew.
Let this thought be forgiven her; let it be remembered who was her hero,
and how little choice there had been for her in the matter of heroes.
Yet such are the contradictions of our nature, that had the Admirable
Crichton stood before her, Don Quixote, or Sir Galahad himself, I cannot
answer for Judith that she would not have turned from them to the mixed,
imperfect human creature--Reuben Sachs.
So she sat there swaying this way and that, and then the door opened and
her mother came in. Mrs. Quixano, we know, was not pleased at heart, but
she had become very anxious for the marriage.
Judith listened passively as the advantages of her future position were
laid before her.
Then she made her protest, fully conscious of its weakness.
“I do not like Mr. Lee-Harrison.”
“Of course not,” said Mrs. Quixano. “I should be sorry to hear that you
did. No girl likes her intended--at first.”
Judith bowed her head, conscious, ashamed.
Only that afternoon Rose had said to her:
“We all have to marry the men we don’t care for. I shall, I know,
although I have a lot of money. I am not sure that it is not best in the
end.”
And she sighed, as a red-headed, cousinly vision rose before her mental
sight.
“You are coming home with me,” went on Mrs. Quixano, “then we can talk
it over comfortably. You mustn’t keep the poor man waiting much
longer.”
Mrs. Leuniger came in as Judith was tying her bonnet strings.
“Judith is coming with me,” said her mother.
Aunt Ada drifted slowly across the room to where Judith was standing.
She looked at her with her miserable eyes, rubbing her hands together as
she said:
“You had better write to Mr. Lee-Harrison before you go. You won’t get
such an opportunity as this every day.”
Judith stared at her aunt in a sort of desperation.
She, too? Aunt Ada, who all the days of her life had known wealth,
splendour, importance, and, as far as could be seen, had never enjoyed
an hour’s happiness!
She looked at the dejected, untidy figure, with the load of diamonds on
the fingers, the rich lace round neck and wrists, the crumpled gown of
costly silk.
Aunt Ada still believed in these things then; in diamonds, lace and
silk? Did not wring her hands and cry, “all is vanity!”
Hers was truly an astonishing manifestation of faith.
* * * * *
Judith sat in her father’s study in the Walterton Road.
On the desk before her lay the letter which she had written and sealed
to Mr. Lee-Harrison, containing her acceptance of his offer.
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