All that shall be saved, we have in us, for the time of this life, a
marvellous mingling[1] both of weal and woe: we have in us our Lord
Jesus uprisen, we have in us the wretchedness and the mischief of
Adam's falling, dying. By Christ we are steadfastly kept, and by His
grace touching us we are raised into sure trust of salvation. And by
Adam's falling we are so broken, in our feeling, in diverse manners
by sins and by sundry pains, in which we are made dark, that scarsely
we can take any comfort. But in our intent[2] we abide in God, and
faithfully trust to have mercy and grace; and this is His own working
in us. And of His goodness He openeth the eye of our understanding, by
which we have sight, sometime more and sometime less, according as God
giveth ability to receive. And now we are raised into the one, and now
we are suffered to fall into the other.
And thus is this medley so marvellous in us that scarsely we know
of our self or of our even-Christian in what way we stand, for the
marvellousness of this sundry feeling. But that same Holy Assent,
_that_ we assent to God when we feel Him, truly setting our will to be
with Him, with all our heart, and with all our soul, and with all our
might. And then we hate and despise our evil stirrings and all that
might be occasion of sin, spiritual and bodily.[3] And yet nevertheless
when this sweetness is hid, we fall again into blindness, and so into
woe and tribulation in diverse manners. But then is this our comfort,
that we _know in our faith_ that by virtue of Christ which is our
Keeper, we assent never thereto, but we groan there-against, and dure
on, in pain and woe, praying, unto that time that He sheweth Him again
to us.
And thus we stand in this medley all the days of our life. But He
willeth that we trust that He is lastingly with as. And that in
three manner.--He is with us in Heaven, very Man, in His own Person,
us updrawing; and that was shewed in [the Shewing of] the Spiritual
Thirst. And He is with us in earth, us leading; and that was shewed
in the Third [Shewing], where I saw God in a Point. And He is with us
in our soul, endlessly dwelling, us ruling and keeping; and that was
shewed in the Sixteenth [Shewing], as I shall tell.
And thus in the Servant was shewed the scathe and blindness of Adam's
falling; and in the Servant was shewed the wisdom and goodness of
God's Son. And in the Lord was shewed the ruth and pity of Adam's woe,
and in the Lord was shewed the high nobility and the endless worship
that Mankind is come to by the virtue of the Passion and death of His
dearworthy Son. And therefore mightily He joyeth in his falling for the
high raising and fulness of bliss that Mankind is come to, overpassing
that we should have had if he had not fallen.--And thus to see this
overpassing nobleness was mine understanding led into God in the same
time that I saw the Servant fall.
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