Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
Again life lies open, as it did once before; but the regrets,
disappointments, and fruitless resolves do not come to trouble me now.
It is the future, which has become as level as the sea; and _she_ is
beside me—the sharer in that future—to look out with me upon the joyous
sparkle of water, and to count with me the dazzling ripples that lie
between us and the shore. A thousand pleasant plans come up, and are
abandoned, like the waves we leave behind us; a thousand other joyous
plans dawn upon our fancy, like the waves that glitter before us. We
talk of Laurence and his bride, whom we are to meet; we talk of her
mother, who is even now watching the winds that waft her child over the
ocean; we talk of the kindly old man, her god-father, who gave her a
father’s blessing; we talk low, and in the twilight hours, of Isabel—who
sleeps.
At length, as the sun goes down upon a fair night, over the western
waters which we have passed, we see before us the low blue line of the
shores of Cornwall and Devon. In the night shadowy ships glide past us
with gleaming lanterns; and in the morning we see the yellow cliffs of
the Isle of Wight; and standing out from the land is the dingy sail of
our pilot. London with its fog, roar, and crowds, has not the same
charms that it once had; that roar and crowd is good to make a man
forget his griefs—forget himself, and stupefy him with amazement. We are
in no need of such forgetfulness.
We roll along the banks of the sylvan river that glides by Hampton
Court; and we toil up Richmond Hill, to look together upon that scene of
water and meadow—of leafy copses and glistening villas, of brown
cottages and clustered hamlets—of solitary oaks and loitering herds—all
spread like a veil of beauty upon the bosom of the Thames. But we can
not linger here, nor even under the glorious old boles of Windsor
Forest; but we hurry on to that sweet county of Devon, made green with
its white skeins of water.
Again we loiter under the oaks, where we have loitered before; and the
sleek deer gaze on us with their liquid eyes as they gazed before. The
squirrels sport among the boughs as fearless as ever; and some wandering
puss pricks her long ears at our steps and bounds off along the
hedgerows to her burrow. Again I see Carry in her velvet riding-cap,
with the white plume; and I meet, as I met her before, under the
princely trees that skirt the northern avenue. I recall the evening when
I sauntered out at the park gates, and gained a blessing from the
porter’s wife, and dreamed that strange dream—now, the dream seems more
real than my life. “God bless you!” said the woman again.
—“Ay, old lady, God has blessed me!”—and I fling her a guinea, not as a
gift, but as a debt.
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