Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the HeartMitchell, Donald Grant
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Reveries of a Bachelor; or, A Book of the Heart
Mitchell, Donald Grant
American essays -- 19th century
Yet within this floating world I am upon, sympathies are narrowed down;
they can not range, as upon the land, over a thousand objects. You are
strangely attracted toward some frail girl, whose pallor has now given
place to the rich bloom of the sea life. You listen eagerly to the
chance snatches of a song from below, in the long morning watch. You
love to see her small feet tottering on the unsteady deck; and you love
greatly to aid her steps, and feel her weight upon your arm, as the ship
lurches to a heavy sea.
Hopes and fears knit together pleasantly upon the ocean. Each day seems
to revive them; your morning salutation is like a welcome, after
absence, upon the shore; and each “good-night” has the depth and
fullness of a land “farewell.” And beauty grows upon the ocean; you can
not certainly say that the face of the fair girl-voyager is prettier
than that of Isabel; oh, no! but you are certain that you cast innocent
and honest glances upon her as you steady her walk upon the deck, far
oftener than at the first; and ocean life and sympathy makes her kind;
she does not resent your rudeness one-half so stoutly as she might upon
the shore.
She will even linger of an evening—pleading first with the mother, and
standing beside you—her white hand not very far from yours upon the
rail—look down where the black ship flings off with each plunge whole
garlands of emeralds; or she will look up (thinking perhaps you are
looking the same way) into the skies, in search of some stars—which were
her neighbors at home. And bits of old tales will come up, as if they
rode upon the ocean quietude; and fragments of half-forgotten poems,
tremulously uttered—either by reason of the rolling of the ship, or some
accidental touch of that white hand.
But ocean has its storms when fear will make strange and holy
companionship; and even here my memory shifts swiftly and suddenly.
—It is a dreadful night. The passengers are clustered, trembling, below.
Every plank shakes; and the oak ribs groan as if they suffered with
their toil. The hands are all aloft; the captain is forward shouting to
the mate in the cross-trees, and I am clinging to one of the stanchions
by the binnacle. The ship is pitching madly, and the waves are toppling
up, sometimes as high as the yard-arm, and then dipping away with a
whirl under our keel that makes every timber in the vessel quiver. The
thunder is roaring like a thousand cannons; and at the moment the sky is
cleft with a stream of fire that glares over the tops of the waves, and
glistens on the wet decks and the spars—lighting up all so plain that I
can see the men’s faces in the main-top, and catch glimpses of the
reefers on the yard-arm, clinging like death; then all is horrible
darkness.
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