California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
But she sighed and drooped a little. The burden of woman's waiting
seemed already to have descended upon her. Two years were long--long.
There might be other delays. He might fall ill; he had been ill before
in that barbarous Russian north. And in all that time it was doubtful
if she received a line from him, a hint of his welfare. The Boston and
British skippers came no more, and it was certain that no Russian ship
would visit California again until the treaty was signed and official
news of it had made its slow way to these uttermost shores. She had
resented, in her young ambition and indocility, the chance that had
stranded her, equipped for civilization, on this rim of the world, but
never so much as in that moment, when she sat with arrested breath and
realized to the full the primitive conditions of a country thousands of
miles from the very outposts of Europe, and with never the sight of a
letter that did not come from Spain or one of her colonies.
"Would that we lived a generation later," she thought with a heavy
sigh. "Progress is almost automatic, and to a land as fertile and
desirable as this the stream must turn in due course. But not in my
time. Not in my time."
She rose and leaned her elbows in the embrasure of the grille, where
Santiago had restored the bars, and looked out over the fields of grain
planted by the padres, the immense sand dunes beyond that shut the
lovely bay from sight; the hills embracing the primitive scene in a
frowning arc. With all her imagination it was long before she could
picture a great city covering that immense and almost deserted space.
A pueblo in time, perhaps, for Rezanov had awakened her mind to the
importance of the harbor as a port of call. Many more adobe homes
where the sand was not hot and shifting, a few ships in the bay when
Spain had been compelled to relax her jealous vigilance--or--who
knew?--perhaps!--a flourishing colony when the Russian bear had
devoured the Spanish lion. She knew something and suspected more of
the rottenness and inefficiency of Spain, and, were Russia a nation of
Rezanovs, what opposition in California against the tide thundering
down from the north? Then, perhaps, the city that had travelled from
the brain of the Russian to hers when the fog had rolled over the
heights; the towers and palaces and bazaars, the thousand little golden
domes with the slender cross atop; the forts on the crags and the
villas in the hollows, and on all the island and hills. But when she
and her lover were dust. When she and her lover were dust.
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