California -- History -- Fiction; Rezanov, Nikolai Petrovich, 1764-1807 -- Fiction
"Concha," he said, "I shall come back if I live. I make no foolish
vows, so idle between us. There is only one power that can prevent our
marriage in this church not later than two years from to-day. And
although I am in the very fulness of my health and strength, with my
work but begun, and all my happiness in the future, and even to a less
sanguine man it would seem that his course had many years to run, still
have I seen as much as any man of the inconsequence of life, of the
insignificance of the individual, his hopes, ambitions, happiness, and
even usefulness, in the complicated machinery of natural laws. It may
be that I shall not come back. But I wish to take with me your promise
that if I have not returned at the end of two years or you have
received no reason for my detention, you will believe that I am dead.
There would be but one insupportable drop in the bitterness of death,
the doubt of your faith in my word and my love. Are you too much of a
woman to curb your imagination in a long unbroken silence?"
"I have learned so much that one lesson more is no tax on my faith.
And I no longer live in a world of little things. I promise you that I
shall never falter nor doubt."
He bent his head and kissed her for the first time without passion, but
solemnly, as had their nuptials indeed been accomplished, and the
greater mystery of spiritual union isolated them for a moment in that
twilight region where the mortal part did not enter.
As they left the church they saw that all the Indians of the Mission
and neighborhood, in a gala of color, had gathered to cheer the
Russians as they rode away. Concha was to return as she had come,
beside the carreta of her mother, and as Rezanov mounted his horse she
stood staring with unseeing eyes on the brilliant, animated scene.
Suddenly she heard a suppressed sob, and felt a touch on her skirt.
She looked round and saw Rosa, kneeling close to the church. For a
moment she continued to stare, hardly comprehending, in the intense
concentration of her faculties, that tangible beings, other than
herself and Rezanov, still moved on the earth. Then her mind relaxed.
She was normal in a normal world once more. She stooped and patted the
hands clasping her skirts.
"Poor Rosa!" she said. "Poor Rosa!"
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