Slavery -- United States -- Fiction; Underground Railroad -- Fiction
“It’s because we love each other, dear heart, that we like being
together! Oh, Rhoda, if you’d only admit--”
She bent toward him with her sudden, flashing smile, that he had come
to know as the signal of some equally sudden and unexpected face-about
in her thought, and he stopped, expectant.
“I do admit it, Jeff!” came to him demurely in the wake of the smile.
“Rhoda!” he cried, and his whole being tried to leap toward her. But
he had no more than lifted his head from the pillow than she sprang up
with a cry of alarm, her hand thrust out to hold him back.
“Jeff, you mustn’t!” she exclaimed, her face suddenly serious again and
her voice all anxiety. “You’ll break that rib over again if you don’t
lie still, and father says it’s knitting together so nicely!”
In her alarm she had put one hand against his chest to push him back
upon his pillow. Quickly his hand imprisoned it and held it against his
heart. For a moment neither spoke and as she bent above him feeling
his heart throb beneath her hand, looking down into his eyes and seeing
love and longing there, response crept into her own and a warmer color
into her cheeks. Unconsciously she bent nearer, swayed toward him, and
he threw up both arms, sure that they would enclose her in the embrace
for which they were longing. But realization flashed upon her and she
sprang back. He held his empty arms toward her for a moment, then let
them fall upon the bed. She could not bear the look upon his face and
sank down into her chair, her own hidden in her hands.
Presently she began gathering up her sewing, scattered upon the floor.
“Rhoda,” he said humbly, “I beg your pardon!”
She would not meet his eyes, but kept her own steadily upon her sewing,
as she neatly folded it together. “It wasn’t your fault any more than
mine,” she answered in subdued accents, “but it mustn’t happen again,
or I shall have to stay out of here entirely. I must go now. Father is
usually home by this time, and I always go to his office when he comes
to see if he needs me for anything.”
“But you’ll come back, dear, as soon as you can? And you’ll forgive
me?” he begged.
“Yes, I’ll come back, when I can, but I’ll be busy now, for a while.
And I’ll forgive you--if you’ll forgive me!” She smiled at him, not
the radiant flash which he loved, but just a tender curving of the
lips which sent no merry light up into her serious eyes.
“Rhoda! What a dear girl you are! Forgive you! You’ll come back soon?”
“As soon as I can.” She turned at the door, still smiling gently, and
held up at him a warning finger. “But you must promise not to talk
about love!”
“All right, Rhoda. If you won’t stay away long, I’ll promise--for next
time!”
Outside the door a trembling seized her and she leaned against the
wall. “I didn’t give up,” she told herself, “I didn’t, that time. But
could I--again?”
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