"I can't think of Charley as a young man." "Yes, Charley is a strapping fellow, within two inches of my height." "Impossible! And where is Benny?" "At school here in town. His mother will not let him go to boarding-school. He is a nice boy: I think there's more in him than Charley." "And I hear Kilian is married!" "Yes. Kilian is married--the very day you landed, too." "Well," I said, with a little dash of temper, "I'm very sorry for you all. I did not think Kilian was going to be so foolish." "He thinks he's very wise, though, all the same," said Richard, with a smile, which turned into a sigh before he had done speaking. "I do dislike her so," I exclaimed, warmly. "There isn't an honest or straightforward thing about her. She is weak, too; her only strength is her suppleness and cunning." "I know you never liked her," said Richard, gravely; "but I hope you'll try to think better of her now." "I hope I shall never have to see her," I answered, with angry warmth. Richard was silent, and I was very much ashamed of myself a moment after. I had meant him to see how much improved I was, and how well disciplined. This was a pretty exhibition! I had not spoken so of any one for a year, at least. I colored with mortification and penitence. Richard evidently saw it, and felt sorry for me, for he said, most kindly, "I can understand exactly how you feel, Pauline. This marriage is a great trial to me. I have done all I could to keep Kilian from throwing himself away, but I might as well have argued with the winds." "I don't care how much Kilian throws himself away," I said, impulsively. "He deserves it for keeping around her all these years. But I do mind that she is your sister, and that she will be mistress of the house at R----." There was an awful silence then. Heavens! what had I been thinking about to have said that! I had precipitated the _dénouement_, and I had not meant to. I did not want to hear it that moment, if he were going to marry Charlotte Benson, nor did I want to hear it, if he were saving the old place for me. I felt as if I had given the blow that would bring the whole structure down, and I waited for the crash in frightened silence. In the meantime the business of the table went on. I ate half a chicken croquette, and Susan placed the salad before Richard, and another plate. He did not speak till he had put the salad on his plate; then he said, without looking at me, in a voice a good deal lower than was usual to him, "She is not to be mistress of that house. They will live in town." Then I felt cold and chilled to my very heart; it was well that he did not expect me to speak, for I could not have commanded my voice enough to have concealed my agitation. I knew very well from that moment that he was going to marry Charlotte Benson. Something that was said a little later was a confirmation.