Riches of grace : $b A compilation of experiences in the Christian life; a narration of trials and victories along the wayByrum, E. E. (Enoch Edwin)
Religion
Riches of grace : $b A compilation of experiences in the Christian life; a narration of trials and victories along the way
Byrum, E. E. (Enoch Edwin)
Christian life
It is my hope and prayer that the story of my father's night of
prevailing prayer may encourage other parents to pray as he did. Parents
may not always through prayer be able to break the wills of their
children and compel them to surrender to Jesus, but I do believe that
my father prayed until God sent such conviction through the Holy Spirit
that sin became such an unbearable burden that I gladly yielded my will
to the will of my God; prayed until my sins were pardoned, the burden
removed, and I was genuinely converted. I firmly believe that the same
heavenly Father will hear the cry of other parents, and for their
encouragement I leave this testimony concerning God's answer to my
father's fervent prayers.
After my conversion I rejoiced many days in the delight of that
precious experience. For months I had a real and precious joy in the
consciousness of pardoned sin, but after a time I found that I did not
have a continuous, abiding peace and rest. There was a longing for
something more than it seemed I now possessed. As a boy I tried very
hard to be good, and as I look back I believe that I lived a very
correct outward life. I lived among a very godly people, who set a high
ideal before me, one to which I felt I could not live. I observed my
daily prayers, but suffered many an inward defeat.
MY SPIRITUAL STRUGGLES
I can not now recall that I ever heard a sermon on heart-purity or
victory over the power of sin. No person in the congregation where our
family attended meetings professed holiness, nor do I remember that the
experience was talked about. The people did speak of "having religion"
and "more religion." There were people in the congregation whom I still
believe lived holy lives, and the testimony of their lives convicted me,
for I knew that they had an abiding joy and peace in their religion that
I had not. I therefore became very much dissatisfied with my inner life
and was struggling all the time for an experience such as I knew others
enjoyed.
The weekly testimony of a man who attended our prayer-meetings was,
"I have just enough religion to make me miserable." That is, he had too
much religion to get his pleasure out of the world and not enough to get
it out of his religion. I always felt that that man told the experience
I then had. For three years I endured that exceedingly unsatisfactory
religious experience. I then attended a revival and went forward for
prayer night after night, but no relief came to my poor burdened heart.
As my case became more desperate, I recalled the story of Jacob. He
prayed until the morning, and at the rising of the sun the angel
appeared and blessed him. I spent several nights in prayer, but found no
relief.
GAINING THE VICTORY
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