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As if compelled against her will—answering to an irresistible
voice—Bess raised her head, looked at him with sad, dark eyes, and
tried to whisper with tremulous lips.
“There’s no woman,” went on Venters, deliberately holding her glance
with his. “Nothing on earth, barring the chances of life, can keep me
away.”
Her face flashed and flushed with the glow of a leaping joy; but like
the vanishing of a gleam it disappeared to leave her as he had never
beheld her.
“I am nothing—I am lost—I am nameless!”
“Do you _want_ me to come back?” he asked, with sudden stern coldness.
“Maybe _you_ want to go back to Oldring!”
That brought her erect, trembling and ashy pale, with dark, proud eyes
and mute lips refuting his insinuation.
“Bess, I beg your pardon. I shouldn’t have said that. But you angered
me. I intend to work—to make a home for you here—to be a—a brother to
you as long as ever you need me. And you must forget what you
are—were—I mean, and be happy. When you remember that old life you are
bitter, and it hurts me.”
“I was happy—I shall be very happy. Oh, you’re so good that—that it
kills me! If I think, I can’t believe it. I grow sick with wondering
_why_. I’m only a—_let me say it_—only a lost, nameless—girl of the
rustlers. _Oldring’s Girl_, they called me. That you should save me—be
so good and kind—want to make me happy—why, it’s beyond belief. No
wonder I’m wretched at the thought of your leaving me. But I’ll be
wretched and bitter no more. I promise you. If only I could repay you
even a little—”
“You’ve repaid me a hundredfold. Will you believe me?”
“Believe you! I couldn’t do else.”
“Then listen!... Saving you, I saved myself. Living here in this valley
with you, I’ve found myself. I’ve learned to think while I was
dreaming. I never troubled myself about God. But God, or some wonderful
spirit, has whispered to me here. I absolutely deny the truth of what
you say about yourself. I can’t explain it. There are things too deep
to tell. Whatever the terrible wrongs you’ve suffered, God holds you
blameless. I see that—feel that in you every moment you are near me.
I’ve a mother and a sister ’way back in Illinois. If I could I’d take
you to them—to-morrow.”
“_If it were true!_ Oh, I might—I might lift my head!” she cried.
“Lift it then—you child. For I swear it’s true.”
She did lift her head with the singular wild grace always a part of her
actions, with that old unconscious intimation of innocence which always
tortured Venters, but now with something more—a spirit rising from the
depths that linked itself to his brave words.
“I’ve been thinking—too,” she cried, with quivering smile and swelling
breast. “I’ve discovered myself—too. I’m young—I’m alive—I’m so
full—oh! I’m a woman!”
“Bess, I believe I can claim credit of that last discovery—before you,”
Venters said, and laughed.
“Oh, there’s more—there’s something I must tell you.”
“Tell it, then.”
“When will you go to Cottonwoods?”
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