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In that measure, however, he was doomed to disappointment. Furthermore,
Bess reverted to a wistful sadness that he had not observed in her
since her recovery. His attempt to cheer her out of it resulted in
dismal failure, and consequently in a darkening of his own mood. Hard
work relieved him; still, when the day had passed, his unrest returned.
Then he set to deliberate thinking, and there came to him the startling
conviction that he must leave Surprise Valley and take Bess with him.
As a rider he had taken many chances, and as an adventurer in Deception
Pass he had unhesitatingly risked his life, but now he would run no
preventable hazard of Bess’s safety and happiness, and he was too keen
not to see that hazard. It gave him a pang to think of leaving the
beautiful valley just when he had the means to establish a permanent
and delightful home there. One flashing thought tore in hot temptation
through his mind—why not climb up into the gorge, roll Balancing Rock
down the trail, and close forever the outlet to Deception Pass? “That
was the beast in me—showing his teeth!” muttered Venters, scornfully.
“I’ll just kill him good and quick! I’ll be fair to this girl, if it’s
the last thing I do on earth!”
Another day went by, in which he worked less and pondered more and all
the time covertly watched Bess. Her wistfulness had deepened into
downright unhappiness, and that made his task to tell her all the
harder. He kept the secret another day, hoping by some chance she might
grow less moody, and to his exceeding anxiety she fell into far deeper
gloom. Out of his own secret and the torment of it he divined that she,
too, had a secret and the keeping of it was torturing her. As yet he
had no plan thought out in regard to how or when to leave the valley,
but he decided to tell her the necessity of it and to persuade her to
go. Furthermore, he hoped his speaking out would induce her to unburden
her own mind.
“Bess, what’s wrong with you?” he asked.
“Nothing,” she answered, with averted face.
Venters took hold of her gently, though masterfully, forced her to meet
his eyes.
“You can’t look at me and lie,” he said. “Now—what’s wrong with you?
You’re keeping something from me. Well, I’ve got a secret, too, and I
intend to tell it presently.”
“Oh—I _have_ a secret. I was crazy to tell you when you came back.
That’s why I was so silly about everything. I kept holding my secret
back—gloating over it. But when Lassiter came I got an idea—that
changed my mind. Then I hated to tell you.”
“Are you going to now?”
“Yes—yes. I was coming to it. I tried yesterday, but you were so cold.
I was afraid. I couldn’t keep it much longer.”
“Very well, most mysterious lady, tell your wonderful secret.”
“You needn’t laugh,” she retorted, with a first glimpse of reviving
spirit. “I can take the laugh out of you in one second.”
“It’s a go.”
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