Latter Day Saint women -- Fiction; Polygamy -- Fiction; Utah -- Fiction; Western stories; Women ranchers -- Fiction
She clung the closer to him, and leaned her panting breast on him, and
lifted her face to his. “Lassiter, _I do love you!_ It’s leaped out of
my agony. It comes suddenly with a terrible blow of truth. You are a
man! I never knew it till now. Some wonderful change came to me when
you buckled on these guns and showed that gray, awful face. I loved you
then. All my life I’ve loved, but never as now. No woman can love like
a broken woman. If it were not for one thing—just one thing—and yet! I
_can’t_ speak it—I’d glory in your manhood—the lion in you that means
to slay for me. Believe me—and spare Dyer. Be merciful—great as it’s in
you to be great.... Oh, listen and believe—I have nothing, but I’m a
woman—a beautiful woman, Lassiter—a passionate, loving woman—and I love
you! Take me—hide me in some wild place—and love me and mend my broken
heart. Spare him and take me away.”
She lifted her face closer and closer to his, until their lips nearly
touched, and she hung upon his neck, and with strength almost spent
pressed and still pressed her palpitating body to his.
“Kiss me!” she whispered, blindly.
“No—not at your price!” he answered. His voice had changed or she had
lost clearness of hearing.
“Kiss me!... Are you a man? Kiss me and save me!”
“Jane, you never played fair with me. But now you’re blisterin’ your
lips—blackenin’ your soul with lies!”
“By the memory of my mother—by my Bible—no! No, I _have_ no Bible! But
by my hope of heaven I swear I love you!”
Lassiter’s gray lips formed soundless words that meant even her love
could not avail to bend his will. As if the hold of her arms was that
of a child’s he loosened it and stepped away.
“Wait! Don’t go! Oh, hear a last word!... May a more just and merciful
God than the God I was taught to worship judge me—forgive me—save me!
For I can no longer keep silent!... Lassiter, in pleading for Dyer I’ve
been pleading more for my father. My father was a Mormon master, close
to the leaders of the church. It was my father who sent Dyer out to
proselyte. It was my father who had the blue-ice eye and the beard of
gold. It was my father you got trace of in the past years. Truly, Dyer
ruined Milly Erne—dragged her from her home—to Utah—to Cottonwoods.
_But it was for my father!_ If Milly Erne was ever wife of a Mormon
that Mormon was my father! I never knew—never will know whether or not
she was a wife. Blind I may be, Lassiter—fanatically faithful to a
false religion I may have been but I know justice, and my father is
beyond human justice. Surely he is meeting just punishment—somewhere.
Always it has appalled me—the thought of your killing Dyer for my
father’s sins. So I have prayed!”
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