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“I want to keep you from killing more men—Mormons. You must let me save
you from more wickedness—more wanton bloodshed—” Then the truth forced
itself falteringly from her lips. “You must—let—help me to keep my vow
to Milly Erne. I swore to her—as she lay dying—that if ever any one
came here to avenge her—I swore I would stay his hand. Perhaps I—I
alone can save the—the man who—who—Oh, Lassiter!... I feel that I can’t
change you—then soon you’ll be out to kill—and you’ll kill by
instinct—and among the Mormons you kill will be the one—who...
Lassiter, if you care a little for me—let me—for my sake—let me take
your guns!”
As if her hands had been those of a child, he unclasped their clinging
grip from the handles of his guns, and, pushing her away, he turned his
gray face to her in one look of terrible realization and then strode
off into the shadows of the cottonwoods.
When the first shock of her futile appeal to Lassiter had passed, Jane
took his cold, silent condemnation and abrupt departure not so much as
a refusal to her entreaty as a hurt and stunned bitterness for her
attempt at his betrayal. Upon further thought and slow consideration of
Lassiter’s past actions, she believed he would return and forgive her.
The man could not be hard to a woman, and she doubted that he could
stay away from her. But at the point where she had hoped to find him
vulnerable she now began to fear he was proof against all persuasion.
The iron and stone quality that she had early suspected in him had
actually cropped out as an impregnable barrier. Nevertheless, if
Lassiter remained in Cottonwoods she would never give up her hope and
desire to change him. She would change him if she had to sacrifice
everything dear to her except hope of heaven. Passionately devoted as
she was to her religion, she had yet refused to marry a Mormon. But a
situation had developed wherein self paled in the great white light of
religious duty of the highest order. That was the leading motive, the
divinely spiritual one; but there were other motives, which, like
tentacles, aided in drawing her will to the acceptance of a possible
abnegation. And through the watches of that sleepless night Jane
Withersteen, in fear and sorrow and doubt, came finally to believe that
if she must throw herself into Lassiter’s arms to make him abide by
“Thou shalt not kill!” she would yet do well.
In the morning she expected Lassiter at the usual hour, but she was not
able to go at once to the court, so she sent little Fay. Mrs. Larkin
was ill and required attention. It appeared that the mother, from the
time of her arrival at Withersteen House, had relaxed and was slowly
losing her hold on life. Jane had believed that absence of worry and
responsibility coupled with good nursing and comfort would mend Mrs.
Larkin’s broken health. Such, however, was not the case.
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