‘Mary,’ said Catherine again, mistaking her mood for one of tense
defiance and despair, ‘Mary, if I were to go out now and leave Mrs.
Irwin with you, and if I were to go up all the way to the top of
Shanmoss and back again, and if I could tell you there was nothing
there, nothing!--If I were to stay out till the dark has come--it will
be here in half an hour--and you could be quite sure when you saw me
again, that there was nothing near you but the dear old hills, and the
power of God, could you believe me and try and rest and sleep?’
Mary looked at her intently. If Catherine could have seen clearly in
the dim light she would have caught something of the cunning of madness
slipping into the dying woman’s expression. While she waited for the
answer, there was a noise in the kitchen outside an opening of the outer
door, and a voice. Catherine’s heart stood still. She had to make a
superhuman effort to keep her attention fixed on Mary.
‘Go!’ said the hoarse whisper close beside her, and the girl lifted
her wasted hand, and pushed her visitor from her. ‘Go!’ it repeated
insistently, with a sort of wild beseeching then, brokenly, the gasping
breath interrupting: ‘There’s naw fear--naw fear--fur the likes o’ you!’
Catherine rose.
‘I’m not afraid,’ she said gently, but her hand shook as she pushed her
chair back; ‘God is everywhere, Mary.’
She put on her hat and cloak, said something in Mrs. Irwin’s ear, and
stooped to kiss the brow which to the shuddering sense under her will
seemed already cold and moist with the sweats of death. Mary watched her
go; Mrs. Irwin, with the air of one bewildered, drew her chair nearer to
the settle; and the light of the fire, shooting and dancing through the
June twilight, threw such fantastic shadows over the face on the pillow
that all expression was lost. What was moving in the crazed mind?
Satisfaction, perhaps, at having got rid of one witness, one gaoler,
one of the various antagonistic forces surrounding her? She had a dim,
frenzied notion she should have to fight for her liberty when the call
came, and she lay tense and rigid, waiting--the images of insanity
whirling through her brain, while the light slowly, slowly waned.
Catherine opened the door to the kitchen. The two carriers were standing
there, and Robert Elsmere also stood with his back to her, talking to
them in an undertone.
He turned at the sound behind him, and his start brought a sudden rush
to Catherine’s check. Her face, as the candle-light struck it amid the
shadows of the doorways was like an angelic vision to him--the heavenly
calm of it just exquisitely broken by the wonder, the shock, of his
presence.
‘You here?’ he cried coming up to her, and taking her hand--what secret
instinct guided him?--close in both of his. ‘I never dreamt of it--so
late. My cousin sent me over--she wished for news.’
She smiled involuntarily. It seemed to her she had expected this in some
sort all along. But her self-possession was complete.
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