The Rector walked home feeling restless and depressed. The mind had
begun to work again. It was only by a great effort that he could turn
his thoughts from the Squire, and all that the Squire had meant to him
during the past year, and so woo back to himself ‘the shy bird Peace.’
Mr. Wendover watched the door close behind him, and then went back to
his work with a gesture of impatience.
‘Once a priest, always a priest. What a fool I was to forget it! You
think you make an impression on the mystic, and at the bottom there is
always something which defies you and common-sense. “Two and two do not,
and shall not, make four,”’ he said to himself, in a mincing voice
of angry sarcasm. ‘“It would give me too much pain that they should.”
‘Well, and so I suppose what might have been a rational friendship
will go by the board like everything else. What can make the man
shilly-shally in this way! He is convinced already, as he knows--those
later letters were conclusive! His living, perhaps, and hid work! Not
for the money’s sake, there never was a more incredibly disinterested
person born. But his work? Well, who is to hinder his work? Will he be
the first parson in the Church of England who looks after the poor and
holds his tongue? If you can’t speak your mind, it is something at
any rate to possess one--nine-tenths of the clergy being without the
appendage. But Elsmere--pshaw! he will go muddling on to the end of the
chapter!’
The Squire, indeed, was like a hunter whose prey escapes him at the
very moment of capture, and there grew on him a mocking, aggressive mood
which Elsmere often found hard to bear.
One natural symptom of it was his renewed churlishness as to all local
matters. Elsmere one afternoon spent an hour in trying to persuade him
to open the new Institute.
‘What on earth do you want me for?’ inquired Mr. Wendover, standing
before the fire in the library, the Medusa head peering over his
shoulder. ‘You know perfectly well that all the gentry about here--I
suppose you will have some of them--regard me as an old reprobate, and
the poor people, I imagine, as a kind of ogre. To me it doesn’t matter
a two-penny damn--I apologize; it was the Duke of Wellington’s favorite
standard of value--but I can’t, see what good it can do either you or
the village, under the circumstances, that I should stand on my head for
the popular edification.’
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