They stalked the bird a few yards, stooping and crouching, Robert’s
eager hand on the boy’s arm, whenever the clumsy rustic movements made
too much noise among the underwood. They watched it uttering its jarring
imitative note on bush after bush, just dropping to the ground as they
came near, and flitting a yard or two farther, but otherwise showing
no sign of alarm at their presence. Then suddenly the impulse which had
been leading him on died in the Rector. He stood upright, with a long
sigh.
‘I must go home, Ned,’ he said abruptly. ‘Where are you off to?’
‘Please, sir, there’s my sister at the cottage, her as married Jim, the
under-keeper. I be going there for my tea.’
‘Come along then, we can go together.’
They trudged along in silence; presently Robert turned on his companion.
‘Ned, this natural history has been a fine thing for you, my lad; mind
you stick to it. That and good work will make a man of you. When I go
away----’
The boy started and stopped dead, his dumb animal eyes fixed on his
companion.
‘You know I shall soon be going off on my holiday,’ said Robert smiling
faintly; adding hurriedly as the boy’s face resumed its ordinary
expression, ‘but some day, Ned, I shall go for good. I don’t know
whether you’ve been depending on me--you and some of the others. I think
perhaps you have. If so, don’t depend on me, Ned, any more! It must all
come to an end--everything must--_everything!_--except the struggle to
be a man in the world, and not a beast--to make one’s heart clean and
soft, and not hard and vile. That is the one thing that matters, and
lasts. Ah, never forget that, Ned! Never forget it!’
He stood still, towering over the slouching thickset form beside him,
his pale intensity of look giving a rare dignity and beauty to the face
which owed so little of its attractiveness to comeliness of feature. He
had the makings of a true shepherd of men, and his mind as he spoke was
crossed by a hundred different currents of feeling,--bitterness, pain,
and yearning unspeakable. No man could feel the wrench that lay before
him more than he.
Ned Irwin said not a word. His heavy lids were dropped over his deep-set
eyes; he stood motionless, nervously fiddling with his butterfly
net--awkwardness, and, as it seemed, irresponsiveness, in his whole
attitude.
Robert gathered himself together.
‘Well, good night, my lad,’ he said with a change of tone. ‘Good luck to
you; be off to your tea!’
And he turned away, striding swiftly over the short burnt August grass,
in the direction of the Murewell woods, which rose in a blue haze of
heat against the slumberous afternoon sky. He had not gone a hundred
yards, before he heard a clattering after him. He stopped and Ned came
up with him.
‘They’re heavy, them things,’ said the boy, desperately blurting it
out, and pointing, with heaving chest and panting breath, to the rod and
basket. ‘I am going that way, I can leave un at the rectory.’
Robert’s eyes gleamed.
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