I was hardly in a state to give explanations; in fact, my reason
already began to waver. Strange visions soon flitted before my eyes:
an old grizzled pate seemed bobbing out of a window, and making faces
at me; then the head seemed a watermelon with green eyes; and then it
turned into a bell-muzzled fowling-piece, and while I was trying to
look down its throat, it exploded and scattered my brains to the four
winds! Here my vision ended, and with it all remembrance. I fell into
a settled fever, and did not recover my senses for two weeks. When
my consciousness returned, I found myself attended by a man of the
village, named Raymond, a brother of the minister, and whom I had long
known. He was sitting by my bedside, with a book in his hand; but as I
opened my eyes, I noticed that, while he seemed to be reading, his eyes
were fixed on me with an anxious interest. In a moment after he spoke.
“Are you better, Robert?” said he, in a tone of tenderness. I attempted
to reply, but my tongue refused to move. Raymond saw my difficulty, and
coming to the bedside, told me to remain quiet. “You have been ill,”
said he, “very ill, but you are better. Your life depends upon your
being kept perfectly quiet.”
Thus admonished, I closed my eyes, and soon fell asleep. The next day
I was much better, and entered into some conversation with Raymond,
who I then found had been my regular attendant. The physician soon
after came, and pronounced me out of danger. “You are better, my young
friend,” said he; “I think you are safe; but this getting salted down
like a herring, and tumbling off of pear trees at midnight, is an
awkward business, and cannot be often repeated with impunity.” This
latter remark being uttered with a significant smile, recalled to my
mind the occasion of my sickness, and a sudden blush of shame covered
my face. Raymond noticed my confusion, and by some remark immediately
diverted my attention to another topic.
In a few days I was able to sit up in my bed, and was nearly free
from pain. My arm, however, was still useless, and I was in fact very
feeble. I could talk with Raymond, however, and as his conversation
was always engaging, the time did not pass heavily. Raymond was a man
of extensive reading, and great knowledge of the world, but, owing
to excessive sensitiveness, he had settled into a state of almost
complete imbecility. He thought and spoke like a philosopher, yet in
the active business of life, in which he had been once engaged, he
had entirely failed. He was indeed regarded in the village as little
better than insane or silly. He had no regular employment, and spent
his time almost wholly in reading--his brother, the minister, having
a good library. As he was very kind-hearted, however, and possessed a
good deal of medical knowledge, he was often employed in attending upon
sick persons, and for his services he would never receive any other
compensation than his own gratification, in the consciousness of doing
good, might afford.
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