At this point of his long effusion, Rowland had paused and put by his
letter. He kept it three days and then read it over. He was disposed at
first to destroy it, but he decided finally to keep it, in the hope that
it might strike a spark of useful suggestion from the flint of Cecilia’s
good sense. We know he had a talent for taking advice. And then it might
be, he reflected, that his cousin’s answer would throw some light on
Mary Garland’s present vision of things. In his altered mood he added
these few lines:--
“I unburdened myself the other day of this monstrous load of perplexity;
I think it did me good, and I let it stand. I was in a melancholy
muddle, and I was trying to work myself free. You know I like
discussion, in a quiet way, and there is no one with whom I can have it
as quietly as with you, most sagacious of cousins! There is an excellent
old lady with whom I often chat, and who talks very much to the point.
But Madame Grandoni has disliked Roderick from the first, and if I were
to take her advice I would wash my hands of him. You will laugh at me
for my long face, but you would do that in any circumstances. I am half
ashamed of my letter, for I have a faith in my friend that is deeper
than my doubts. He was here last evening, talking about the Naples
Museum, the Aristides, the bronzes, the Pompeian frescoes, with such
a beautiful intelligence that doubt of the ultimate future seemed
blasphemy. I walked back to his lodging with him, and he was as mild
as midsummer moonlight. He has the ineffable something that charms and
convinces; my last word about him shall not be a harsh one.”
Shortly after sending his letter, going one day into his friend’s
studio, he found Roderick suffering from the grave infliction of a visit
from Mr. Leavenworth. Roderick submitted with extreme ill grace to being
bored, and he was now evidently in a state of high exasperation. He had
lately begun a representation of a lazzarone lounging in the sun; an
image of serene, irresponsible, sensuous life. The real lazzarone, he
had admitted, was a vile fellow; but the ideal lazzarone--and his own
had been subtly idealized--was a precursor of the millennium.
Mr. Leavenworth had apparently just transferred his unhurrying gaze to
the figure.
“Something in the style of the Dying Gladiator?” he sympathetically
observed.
“Oh no,” said Roderick seriously, “he ‘s not dying, he ‘s only drunk!”
“Ah, but intoxication, you know,” Mr. Leavenworth rejoined, “is not a
proper subject for sculpture. Sculpture should not deal with transitory
attitudes.”
“Lying dead drunk is not a transitory attitude! Nothing is more
permanent, more sculpturesque, more monumental!”
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