“My mother is in the enjoyment of superb health, and may be seen
every evening at the Casino, at the Baths of Lucca, confiding to every
new-comer that she has married her daughter to a pearl of a prince.”
Rowland was anxious for news of Mrs. Light’s companion, and the natural
course was frankly to inquire about him. “And the Cavaliere Giacosa is
well?” he asked.
Christina hesitated, but she betrayed no other embarrassment. “The
Cavaliere has retired to his native city of Ancona, upon a pension, for
the rest of his natural life. He is a very good old man!”
“I have a great regard for him,” said Rowland, gravely, at the same time
that he privately wondered whether the Cavaliere’s pension was paid
by Prince Casamassima for services rendered in connection with his
marriage. Had the Cavaliere received his commission? “And what do you
do,” Rowland continued, “on leaving this place?”
“We go to Italy--we go to Naples.” She rose and stood silent a moment,
looking down the valley. The figure of Prince Casamassima appeared in
the distance, balancing his white umbrella. As her eyes rested upon it,
Rowland imagined that he saw something deeper in the strange expression
which had lurked in her face while he talked to her. At first he had
been dazzled by her blooming beauty, to which the lapse of weeks had
only added splendor; then he had seen a heavier ray in the light of her
eye--a sinister intimation of sadness and bitterness. It was the outward
mark of her sacrificed ideal. Her eyes grew cold as she looked at her
husband, and when, after a moment, she turned them upon Rowland, they
struck him as intensely tragical. He felt a singular mixture of sympathy
and dread; he wished to give her a proof of friendship, and yet it
seemed to him that she had now turned her face in a direction where
friendship was impotent to interpose. She half read his feelings,
apparently, and she gave a beautiful, sad smile. “I hope we may never
meet again!” she said. And as Rowland gave her a protesting look--“You
have seen me at my best. I wish to tell you solemnly, I was sincere! I
know appearances are against me,” she went on quickly. “There is a great
deal I can’t tell you. Perhaps you have guessed it; I care very little.
You know, at any rate, I did my best. It would n’t serve; I was beaten
and broken; they were stronger than I. Now it ‘s another affair!”
“It seems to me you have a large chance for happiness yet,” said
Rowland, vaguely.
“Happiness? I mean to cultivate rapture; I mean to go in for bliss
ineffable! You remember I told you that I was, in part, the world’s and
the devil’s. Now they have taken me all. It was their choice; may they
never repent!”
“I shall hear of you,” said Rowland.
“You will hear of me. And whatever you do hear, remember this: I was
sincere!”
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