“He had not retired to rest, and his ill-gotten gains were spread out
upon the dressing-table. I hardly know what I said to him, but the facts
were so deadly that he did not attempt to deny his guilt. You will
remember, as the only mitigation of his crime, that he was not yet one
and twenty years of age. My words overwhelmed him. He went on his knees
to me, imploring me to spare him. I told him that out of consideration
for our family I should make no public exposure of him, but that he must
never again in his life lay his hand upon a card, and that the money
which he had won must be returned next morning with an explanation. It
would be social ruin, he protested. I answered that he must take the
consequence of his own deed. Then and there I burned the papers which he
had won from me, and I replaced in a canvas bag which lay upon the table
all the gold pieces. I would have left the room without another word,
but he clung to me, and tore the ruffle from my wrist in his attempt to
hold me back, and to prevail upon me to promise to say nothing to you or
Sir Lothian Hume. It was his despairing cry, when he found that I was
proof against all his entreaties, which reached your ears, Charles, and
caused you to open your chamber door and to see me as I returned to my
room.”
My uncle drew a long sigh of relief.
“Nothing could be clearer!” he murmured.
“In the morning I came, as you remember, to your room, and I returned
your money. I did the same to Sir Lothian Hume. I said nothing of my
reasons for doing so, for I found that I could not bring myself to
confess our disgrace to you. Then came the horrible discovery which has
darkened my life, and which was as great a mystery to me as it has been
to you. I saw that I was suspected, and I saw, also, that even if I were
to clear myself, it could only be done by a public confession of the
infamy of my brother. I shrank from it, Charles. Any personal suffering
seemed to me to be better than to bring public shame upon a family which
has held an untarnished record through so many centuries. I fled from my
trial, therefore, and disappeared from the world.
“But, first of all, it was necessary that I should make arrangements for
the wife and the son, of whose existence you and my other friends were
ignorant. It is with shame, Mary, that I confess it, and I acknowledge
to you that the blame of all the consequences rests with me rather than
with you. At the time there were reasons, now happily long gone past,
which made me determine that the son was better apart from the mother,
whose absence at that age he would not miss. I would have taken you into
my confidence, Charles, had it not been that your suspicions had wounded
me deeply—for I did not at that time understand how strong the reasons
were which had prejudiced you against me.
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