“And now I was left with a difficult point to settle, for it was hard for
me to say whether it was better that I should do that which I had come
for, or whether, by holding this man’s guilty secret, I might not have in
my hand a keener and more deadly weapon than my master’s hunting-knife.
I was sure that Lord Avon could not and would not expose him. I knew
your sense of family pride too well, my lord, and I was certain that his
secret was safe in your hands. But I both could and would; and then,
when his life had been blasted, and he had been hounded from his regiment
and from his clubs, it would be time, perhaps, for me to deal in some
other way with him.”
“Ambrose, you are a black villain,” said my uncle.
“We all have our own feelings, Sir Charles; and you will permit me to say
that a serving-man may resent an injury as much as a gentleman, though
the redress of the duel is denied to him. But I am telling you frankly,
at Lord Avon’s request, all that I thought and did upon that night, and I
shall continue to do so, even if I am not fortunate enough to win your
approval.
“When Lord Avon had left him, the captain remained for some time in a
kneeling attitude, with his face sunk upon a chair. Then he rose, and
paced slowly up and down the room, his chin sunk upon his breast. Every
now and then he would pluck at his hair, or shake his clenched hands in
the air; and I saw the moisture glisten upon his brow. For a time I lost
sight of him, and I heard him opening drawer after drawer, as though he
were in search of something. Then he stood over by his dressing-table
again, with his back turned to me. His head was thrown a little back,
and he had both hands up to the collar of his shirt, as though he were
striving to undo it. And then there was a gush as if a ewer had been
upset, and down he sank upon the ground, with his head in the corner,
twisted round at so strange an angle to his shoulders that one glimpse of
it told me that my man was slipping swiftly from the clutch in which I
had fancied that I held him. I slid my panel, and was in the room in an
instant. His eyelids still quivered, and it seemed to me, as my gaze met
his glazing eyes, that I could read both recognition and surprise in
them. I laid my knife upon the floor, and I stretched myself out beside
him, that I might whisper in his ear one or two little things of which I
wished to remind him; but even as I did so, he gave a gasp and was gone.
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