Great Britain -- History -- George III, 1760-1820 -- Juvenile fiction; Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Juvenile fiction
"Yes, I have done much that is wrong. I was wrong to trust to a false
friend, to visit scenes of dissipation with him, to stake money I could
not afford to lose, to lose my senses so as no longer to have command
over my actions. He plied me with wine till I knew not what I was
about, and during that time I put my name to papers which have brought
irretrievable ruin on me. My honour, oh! Mabel, my honour is lost! No
one will again trust me."
"But who is the person of whom you speak, Harry? who could gain such
influence over you--surely not Mr. Kyffin?"
"Oh! no, no. Had I remained with him, this would not have happened. He
is one whose name I scarcely like to mention to you, Mabel; for he is, I
believe, related to you. He is Silas Sleech, the son of the lawyer at
Lynderton."
"Oh, he is a man I never could endure, even as a girl. His countenance
alone made me always fancy he must be a hypocrite. But how could such a
man gain an influence over you, Harry?"
Harry had to enter more into details than he had before done. Still,
"blessed in the faith of woman," Mabel could not believe him as guilty
as he was inclined to consider himself.
"Such is my history," he said at last, "since I parted from you; and
now, Mabel, I come to set you free. I have no right to bind you to so
lost, so penniless a wretch as I am; and yet with the thought that I
might still be worthy of you, I feel confident that I could once more
rise to a position in which I might be worthy of your love. I am still
young. I have resolved to enter the navy, and work my way up to the
quarter-deck. Once there, I may rise to the rank your father holds. He
was a post-captain when still a young man, and why should not I be,
Mabel?--fame and fortune are before me. For your sake I feel sure that
I may achieve them. Mabel, it was this I came to tell you. I could not
go away without seeing you, and bidding you farewell. Mabel, pray for
me; pray that my life may be saved, and that I may win a name worthy to
offer to you. Still believe me, I could love no one but you, though you
are free."
Neither spoke for some time.
"I dare not urge you to take any other course," Mabel said at last, "but
I wish you could have consulted my kind uncle. He is too ill, however,
I fear, to see you; still, he would give you wise counsel, I am sure. I
would rather, indeed, that you had remained in London, and, braving the
anger of Mr. Coppinger, have exposed the villainy of that wretched man,
Silas Sleech."
"It is too late now, Mabel," said Harry; "there are many things I ought
to have done, and ought not to have done."
Much more the lovers spoke to the same effect. Mabel did not in any way
express her thanks to Harry for offering to give her up. On the
contrary, she spoke as if she was more firmly bound to him than ever.
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