"That will all come to an end now," I said.
"I suppose so; but it will be the wonder of the countryside. I wonder
what Wilfred will say?"
I had forgotten Wilfred. The feelings aroused by seeing Ruth alive had
for the time quieted all my bitter memories of my struggle with
Wilfred, together with its awful ending.
"I wonder what Wilfred will say!"
The words struck terror into my soul. Wilfred, unless now discovered,
was lying bruised, battered, dead, on the great rocks beneath the
cliffs. Perhaps the fishes might know of his presence, and the great
sad sea would sweep remorselessly over his lifeless body; but Wilfred
would never know of what had been done.
My heaven of joyful thoughts was gone now. The hell of bitter
memories, the hell of a murderer possessed me.
The old man's remark was left unanswered. It had dashed me down into a
great gulf; it had led me to make what was to me a terrible resolve.
A little while later Ruth came back to the room again. The servants
had tried to persuade her to retire; but she declared that she could
not sleep and she wished to come to me.
She was Ruth again now, Ruth as I had seen her last. She had got rid
of her terrible garments, and except that she looked very pale, and was
a little older, I saw no difference in her. But there was a
difference. Love was shining out of her eyes, and she did not hide
from me the fact that I was the king of her heart.
But this gave me no joy now, no heaven. The ghastly form of my brother
Wilfred stood between us. I took her hand as she came in, and tried to
soothe her, for I felt that she was still trembling, that she felt safe
with no one but me. Then the old steward rose up and left us, and the
servants likewise retired from the room. They saw our relations to
each other, and although it was night we were left in the room together.
Again for a time I banished my dark thoughts, for a time I allowed
love, rather than duty, to fill my world, and I yielded to the gentle
witchery of her presence. I had made up my mind to tell her all; but I
postponed it for a while. "Time enough yet," I said; "let me have some
happiness before eternal night sets in."
How gentle, how kind, how loving she was! Her every word told of the
love she bore me, and had borne me for long years, every word told me
how she believed in my goodness and purity.
What we talked of, I may not recount. I only know that for a few short
minutes we lived in the blissful present. The thought of her great
love was more powerful than the dread remorse which had possessed me a
little while before.
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