"Mother," I said, as naturally as I could, "I have been very forgetful
and unbrotherly, but I have heard nothing of my sisters, are they well
and happy, can you tell me anything about them?"
"Both are married and both are happy and well," she replied absently;
"but we can talk of them on some other occasion. I want us to speak of
something else just now."
"Yes, mother."
"Roger, will you give us an account of what you were doing and where
you went during those years you were absent from us."
I told her all, not in such great detail as I have written it here, but
I told her enough to give her the information she desired to know. It
took me a long while, but she sat patiently during the whole time,
listening attentively to every word, while Wilfred sat with the same
stony stare upon his handsome face.
When I had finished she rose and took Wilfred's right hand in her left
hand, and my right hand in hers and tried to draw us together.
"Roger and Wilfred, shake hands," she said.
"Gladly," I replied.
"Never," cried Wilfred, drawing his hand away. "Mother, do not think
that the hatred of a lifetime can be destroyed in a moment of weakness.
It took you years to teach me to hate Roger; you cannot make me love
him in a minute. I will never take his hand. I will be his enemy as
long as I live. In my heart of hearts I have cursed him, and I will
not be friendly now because of a whim of yours."
"Wilfred," she said, "as you value my happiness, as you value your own
happiness, here and hereafter, do not refuse. Roger," she continued,
turning to me, "great as has been your misery and loneliness, it has
not been nearly as great as mine. Oh, if you have suffered for your
sin, I have suffered a thousand times more for mine. Morning, noon and
night, I have had no rest, no comfort. When I married your father I
promised that, God helping me, I would do my duty by you, but as soon
as Wilfred was born I hated you, and I vowed that he should be
Trewinion's heir and not you. No one but Wilfred knows how I have
schemed, deceived, sinned for him, and now, when I am getting old and
am yearning for love, he, my only son, has turned against me. Oh, I
might have known that the harvest of my sin could not bring happiness;
but I loved him so, and trusted him so fully. Oh, Wilfred, you can
never have anything but misery while you are your brother's enemy.
Learn to love him, Wilfred, and even yet all may be well."
"No, I cannot, and I would not if I could," he cried, savagely. "Both
of you have helped to blacken my life. You taught me to hate and
deceive, and he, in spite of all we have done together, has thwarted
our every purpose. And now why should I love him, or you either. Nay,
I hate you both."
Never shall I forget the cry she gave, so full of anguish and despair.
"Hate me, Wilfred!" she gasped.
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