"I know that you could wed some pure-minded woman who would drive
thoughts of the curse away, even such a one as your grandmother, the
Ruth whom I read of in the confessions."
"And do you think I could marry? Let me tell you. When I was about
five and twenty I determined that I would not succumb to dark feelings.
I went into society, and I fell in love with an angel. Ay, she was an
angel, and it is she who makes me believe there is a heaven, for I am
sure such a soul as hers could never die. Well, my love was returned,
and I laughed at all thoughts of the curse, and soon I was wedded to my
darling. For three years I was in Heaven. My life was full of joy and
gladness, and Alice was as happy as I. But at the end of that time
every hope was dashed to the ground, every joy was stamped out of my
life. And why? I have not spoken of this for many a long year, but I
feel a relief in being able to speak about it now. A year after we
were married, a baby was born to us, a bright, bonny boy, and we called
him Roger, the old family name. My joy knew no bounds, and I breathed
defiance against my enemies. How could there be a curse, I said, when
God had given us such a boy? Ah, how we loved him, Alice and I, how we
watched him as, day by day, he grew in strength of body and mind! A
year passed by and all was well, still another passed and nothing
seemed to darken our sky. Our boy was now two years old, and was
strong and healthy, while my wife and I looked forward to long years of
happiness.
"But the curse had been laid upon my race, and it crept upon us like a
crawling poisonous serpent. Just after our boy's holiday he was
missing. We searched for him high and low, we scoured the country
side, but we never saw him alive again."
"What became of him?" I asked anxiously.
"A week after we missed him some fishermen discovered the body of a
child, bruised and beaten beyond recognition, but still wearing clothes
similar to those worn by our boy. And thus we concluded, that he must
have strayed and fallen over the cliff."
I felt it useless to speak. Words, I knew, would only add to the
suffering caused by the awakening of these bitter memories.
"It broke our hearts," he continued, hoarsely, after a minute's
silence. "Soon I saw that grief was killing my wife. God only knows
how I prayed for her. I consulted all the best physicians; but it was
no use, in three months sorrow killed her, and--I was left alone."
He laid his head on the table, while sobs shook his mighty frame, and
for minutes he did not speak. Mastering himself at length, he
continued, more calmly.
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