Rogues and VagabondsSims, George R. (George Robert)
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Rogues and Vagabonds
Sims, George R. (George Robert)
Criminals -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
George was restless and could not stop in one place. In every footstep
behind him he heard the tread of the law; in every stranger who looked
at him he saw a possible detective.
Over and over again he thought the situation out to himself, and
wondered whether it would not be better to make a clean breast of it to
justice, say who he was, prove his innocence, and so know the worst.
But this could not be done secretly. He knew that he would be charged,
under any circumstances, with uttering the forged cheque, and he
remembered with horror that he had endorsed the name of Smith and Co.
upon it. Then he had been living under a false name, and he had left
home in debt and difficulties.
No, he would rather wander about and endure a hundred miseries as
George Smith than stand forth as George Heritage, and let his private
life be read by the hundred eyes of the vulgar, with sneers and jeers
and contemptuous laughter.
He was terribly sensitive of ridicule, and he saw at once the
ridiculous figure he should cut as the clerk, at £3 a week, to a gang
of swindlers.
Once or twice he was inclined to take Bess into his confidence; but
here again his sensitiveness stepped in.
He could not bear even for his wife to know that he had been fooled.
Their short dream of happiness, their humble little home life, had been
so real and earnest, it was with something like a shudder he
contemplated shattering the past.
No, for the present he would leave her in blissful ignorance of his
stupidity and failure. But as the funds grew shorter and a pinch came,
he grew terribly uneasy, and his face began to wear a worn, worried
look, which frightened his young wife.
They moved on now from place to place, never stopping more than a night
in any one. George scarcely slept. All night in the little bed-room in
the village inn where they stayed he would lie and turn from side to
side, thinking and conjuring up a thousand fancied catastrophes.
When the original funds were quite gone, and the worst stared him in
the face, George, still carefully concealing the real aspect of affairs
from Bess, surreptitiously pawned his watch and chain and his ring.
As the future began to look blacker and blacker, he instinctively
turned his footsteps towards home.
That must be the last resource.
The means of staving off the day of reckoning were diminishing rapidly,
and a bold move was necessary, unless his poor Bess was to know the
real horrors of poverty.
‘Anything rather than that,’ he thought to himself. ‘I will go towards
home, and then, if the worst comes, I must swallow my pride, throw
myself on the old man’s generosity, and get enough to leave the country
till this affair blows over, or I can devise some means of setting
myself right without a public exposure.’
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