Families -- Fiction; Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
On the last day of the old year they climbed up through the olives
until they reached an open grassy space starred thick with the tigered
buff and mauve blooms of a myriad crocuses, the saffron stamens of
which burned like little tongues of fire in the sunlight.
“Forgive the melancholy platitude,” said Kenrick, “but I am oppressed
by the thought of our transience here, and not only our transience, but
the transience of all the tourists who sojourn for a while on this
magic coast. The song of a poet here is already less than the warble of
a passing bird; the moonlight is more powerful than all the vows of all
who have ever loved in Sorrento; no music can endure beside the murmur
of the Tyrrhenian. ‘Here could I live,’ one protests, and in a day or
two the railway-guide is pulled out, and one is discussing with the
hotel porter how to fit in Pompeii on the way back to Naples. Ugh! What
is it that forbids man to be happy?”
“Well, obviously most of the people who visit Sorrento couldn’t afford
to stay here indefinitely,” said Nancy, who always felt extremely
matter-of-fact when her companion began to talk in this strain.
“Yes, but there must be many people like myself who could.”
“Some do.”
“Ah, but not in the right way. They dig out a house-agent and inspect
eligible villas and behave exactly as if they were moving from
Bayswater to Hampstead, which in fact they are. I don’t want to adjust
these surroundings to myself. I want to become an integral part of
them. I should like to stay on in the _Albergo del Sole_ without
writing letters or getting letters. I should like to be sitting here
when these crocuses have faded, and the grass is wine-stained by
anemones or silvery with asphodels. I should like to watch the cistus
petals fluttering to the hot earth, and to lie for hours listening to
the cicali, lie and dream all through the Summer as still and hot as
a terra-cotta shard, lie and dream until the black sirocco whips the
orchards and spits into my face the first drops of autumn rain. But if
I had to make arrangements for my business and explain that my nerves
required a long rest, all the savour would be taken out of my whim. Oh,
_dio_, I am as full to-day of yearnings for the _au delà_ as a French
symbolist, or a callow German who sees the end of his _Wanderjahre_
looming.”
All the way back to the town Kenrick walked along beside Nancy in a
moody silence. She felt that perhaps she had been too discouraging, and
just before they emerged from the last of the olives she put a hand on
his arm and said:
“Will it do anything to console you if I tell you how perfectly I have
enjoyed these days here? I’m not an eloquent person, Mr. Kenrick.”
“Oh, for heaven’s sake call me John. Haven’t you noticed I’ve been
calling you Nancy all this time?”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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