Families -- Fiction; Theater -- Great Britain -- Fiction
On an iron-bound day in early March the grimy portico of Euston might
oppress the lightest heart with foreboding as, passing through to the
eternal twilight of those cavernous and funereal entries, the fearful
traveller embarks for the unimaginable North. The high platforms give
the trains a weasel shape. The departure bell strikes upon the ear like
a cracked Dies Iræ. The porters, in spite of their English kindliness,
manage somehow to assume the guise of infernal guardians, so that we
tip them as we might propitiate old Charon with an obol or to Cerberus
fling the drugged sop. St. Pancras and its High Anglican embellishments
impress the observer as simply a Ruskinian attempt to make the best of
both worlds. King’s Cross is a mere result of that ugliness and utility
of which Euston is the enshrinement. Paddington is an annexe of the
Crystal palace. Victoria and Charing Cross are already infected with
the fussiness and insignificance of Boulogne. Waterloo is a restless
improvisation, Liverpool Street a hideous ant-heap. To get a picture
of the spirits of damned Londoners passing for ever from their beloved
city, one should wait on a frozen foggy midnight outside the portals of
Euston.
Nancy may not have read Virgil, but her heart was heavy enough with
foreboding when with Letizia, a tiny Red Riding Hood, she entered
the train for Brigham on that iron-bound morning early in March. She
wished now that she had waited for an answer to the letter announcing
her visit. Visions of a severe man-servant shutting the door in her
face haunted her. She tried to recall what Bram had told her about the
details of his family life, but looking back now she could not recall
that he had told her anything except his hatred of it all. And anyway,
what could he have known of the present state of his family, apart
from the sardonic commentary upon it in his grandmother’s infrequent
letters? It was twelve years since he had escaped from Lebanon
House. His brother had been a boy of fourteen; his father was still
alive then; his grandfather too; and that strange old grandmother,
the prospect of meeting whom had kept Nancy from wavering in her
resolution, was not bedridden in those days.
“Muvver,” said Letizia, who had been looking out of the window at the
Buckinghamshire fields, “I can count to fifteen. I counted fifteen
moo-cows, and then I counted fifteen moo-cows again.”
“You are getting on, aren’t you?”
“Yes, I am, aren’t I?” Letizia echoed, whereupon she burst into a chant
of triumph, which caused an old gentleman in the opposite corner of the
compartment to look up in some alarm over the top of his newspaper.
“Hush, darling, don’t sing like that. You’ll disturb the ladies and
gentlemen who want to read.”
“Why do they want to read?”
“To pass the time away.”
“I would like to read, muvver.”
Nancy produced her book.
“A cat sat on a mat. A fat rat sat on a mat,” she proclaimed aloud.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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