“Your friendship would seem a costly blessing, if you understand its
duties always in this fashion.”
“I hope it will admit of a little frankness, at all events,” said he,
affecting a laugh. “It will be too bad if you both fall out with me for
watching over your interests.”
“I don't understand you.”
“I will be plain enough. I have seen for many a day back what has
been going on. I perceived the very commencement of the mischief, when
probably neither she nor you dreamed of it; and, resigning all the
esteem that years had cemented between us, I spoke to her. Ay, Roland,
I told her what would happen. I said that qualities like yours could not
be brought every day into contrast with those of poor Kilgoff without
most unhappy comparisons. I explained to her, that if she did form an
attachment to you, it could not be one of those passing flirtations that
an easy code of fashion admits and sanctions; that you were a fellow
whose generous nature could never descend to such heartless levity, and
that there was no sacrifice of position and prospect you would hesitate
to make for a woman that loved you; and I asked her flatly, would she
bring such ruin upon you? The greater fool myself; I ought to have known
better. She not only refused to listen to me, but actually resented my
at-tempted kindness by actual injury. I don't want to speak for myself
here, so I 'll hasten on. It was all but a cut between us, for months
before we met here. You may remember, in Dublin, we rarely even spoke to
each other; we, who once had been like brother and sister!
“Well, before she was a week here, I saw that the danger I had dreaded
so long was hourly becoming more imminent. _You_, very possibly, had
not a serious thought upon the matter, but _she_ had actually fallen in
love! I suppose you must have played hero, at that shipwreck, in some
very chivalrous fashion; however it was, my Lady had lost her heart,
precisely at the same time that his Lordship had lost his head,--leaving
you, I conjecture, in a very awkward dilemma. Seeing there was no time
to lose, and resolving to sacrifice myself to save her, I made one more
effort. I'll not weary you with a narrative of my eloquence, nor repeat
any of the ten-thousand-and-one reasons I gave for her shunning your
society, and, if need were, leaving your house. The whole ended as I
ought to have foreseen it would,--in an open breach between us; she
candidly avowing that she would be my deadly enemy through life, and
even procure a personal rupture between you and me, if pushed to it,
by my 'impertinent importunity,' so she called it. I own to you I
was completely dumfounded by this. I knew that she had courage
for anything, and that, if she did care for a man, there would be a
recklessness in the course she would follow that would defy guidance or
direction, and so I abstained from any further interference; and, as you
may have remarked yourself, I actually estranged myself from you.”
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