And with this shrewd resolve he set forth to pay his visit at the
cottage. If in his step and air, as he went, none could have read the
lover's ardor, there was that in his proud carriage and glancing eye
that bespoke a spirit revelling in its own sense of triumph.
While Mr. Linton is thus pursuing his way, let us use the privilege
of our craft by anticipating him, and taking a peep at that cottage
interior in which he is so soon to figure. Old Mr. Corrigan had arisen
from his bed weary and tired: a night of sleepless care weighed heavily
on him; and he sat at his untasted breakfast with all the outward signs
of a sick man.
Mary Leicester, too, was pale and sad-looking; and although she tried
to wear her wonted smile, and speak with her accustomed tones, the heavy
eyelids and the half-checked sighs that broke from her at times betrayed
how sad was the spirit from which they came.
“I have been dreaming of that old nunnery at Bruges all night, Mary,”
said her grandfather, after a long and unbroken silence; “and you cannot
think what a hold it has taken of my waking thoughts. I fancied that I
was sitting in the little parlor, waiting to see you, and that, at
last, a dark-veiled figure appeared at the grille, and beckoned me to
approach. I hastened to do so, my heart fluttering with I know not what
mixture of hope and fear,--the hope it might be you, and then the
fear, stronger than even hope, that I should read sadness in that sweet
face--sorrow, Mary--regret for leaving that world you never were to see
more.”
“And was it me, dearest papa?”
“No, Mary,” said he, with a lower and more meaning tone, “it
was another, one whom I never saw before. She came to tell me
that--that”--he faltered, and wiping a tear from his eyes, made an
effort to seem calm--“that I had lost you, darling! lost by a separation
darker and more terrible than even the iron bars of a nunnery can make.
And although I bethought me that you had but gone there, whither I
myself was hastening, I felt sorrow-struck by the tidings. I had clung
so long to the hope of leaving you behind me here, to enjoy that world
of which all your affectionate care has denied you enjoyment--to know
how, amidst its troubles and reverses, there are healing springs of love
that recompense its heaviest inflictions--I cherished this wish so
long, so ardently, that I could not face the conviction which told me it
should never be.”
“Dearest papa, remember this was but a dream; bethink you, for an
instant, that it was all unreal; that I am beside you, my hand in yours,
my head upon your shoulder; that we are not parted, nor ever shall be.”
The tone of deep fervor in which she spoke drew tears from the old man's
eyes, and he turned away to hide them.
“It was but a dream, as you say, Mary; but do not my waking thoughts
conjure up a future to the full as gloomy? A few months, at furthest,
a year or so more--less sanguine prophets would perhaps say weeks--and
where shall I be? and where you, Mary?”
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