To Paris, therefore, he repaired; not to that brilliant Paris where
sensuality and vice costume themselves in all the brilliant hues derived
from the highest intellectual culture, but to the dark and gloomy Paris
which lies between the arms of the Seine,--“the Ile St. Louis.” There,
amid the vestiges of an extinct feudalism, and the trials of a
present wretchedness, he passed his life in strict solitude. In a mean
apartment, whose only solace was the view of the river, with a few
books picked up on a neighboring stall, and the moving crowd beneath his
window to attract his wandering thoughts, he lived his lonely life. The
past alone occupied his mind; for the future he had neither care
nor interest, but of his bygone life he could dream for hours. These
memories he used to indulge each evening in a particular spot; it was an
old and ruinous stair which descended to the river, from a little wooden
platform, near where he lived. It had been long disused, and suffered to
fall into rot and decay. Here he sat, each night, watching the twinkling
lights that glittered along the river, and listening to the distant hum
of that great hive of pleasure that lay beyond it.
That the neighborhood about was one of evil repute and danger, mattered
little to one who set small store by his life, and whose stalwart figure
and signs of personal prowess were not unknown in the quarter. The
unbroken solitude of the spot was its attraction to him, and truly none
ever ventured near it after nightfall.
There he was sitting one night, as usual, musing, as was his wont. It
was a period when men's minds were stirred by the expectation of some
great but unknown event; a long political stagnation--the dead sea of
hopeless apathy--was beginning to be ruffled by short and fitful blasts
that told of a coming hurricane. Vague rumors of a change--scattered
sentences of some convulsion, whence proceeding, or whither tending,
none could guess--were abroad. The long-sleeping terrors of a past time
of blood were once more remembered, and men talked of the guillotine
and the scaffold, as household themes. It was the summer of 1830--that
memorable year, whose deeds were to form but the prologue of the great
drama we are to-day the spectators at. Roland heard these things as he
who wanders along the shore at night may hear the brooding signs of a
gathering storm, but has no “venture on the sea.” He thought of them
with a certain interest, too--but it was with that interest into which
no personal feeling enters; for how could great convulsions of states
affect _him_ How could the turn of fortune raise or depress him?
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