Cousins -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, English; Villages -- England -- Fiction
When the end did come, it came suddenly. His voice cracked on an upper
G—sudden and short like the string of a violin—in the very hall he had so
emphatically abused for its acoustic deficiencies. Of course he came to
me, if it can be said that he came to me, when he had always been with me
for most of his time. But the life bored him. I had my own work to do
in the evenings, and couldn’t go with him to restaurants, theatres, and
concerts, the excitement of which had become a second nature to Bindo.
And so we drifted, little by little, but still very surely, farther and
farther apart.
It was about this time that his friend Harry, the same whom he had
entertained so royally at Brighton, fell ill. Bindo had been anxious
about him for a long while, and never passed a day without seeing him.
But it was only quite lately that the doctors had begun to suspect a
rapid form of consumption. Bindo was full of trouble. I think he liked
Harry best of all his friends, perhaps excepting me.
One day he burst into my room, with something more akin to tears in his
eyes than I had ever seen in them before. “What _is_ to be done,
Charlie? They’ve given Harry the sack at his office because he’s too ill
to do his work properly. They won’t even keep it open for him for a week
or two on the chance. What brutes they are! And, poor old chap, he’s
got nothing. If it were only this time last year, and I had my voice
again, we could do famously. I wish I’d taken your advice, old man, and
saved my pile while I had the chance. By the way: happy thought! I have
a heap of rings and pins and watches at home that the swells gave me last
year for singing at their matinees and concerts—enough of them to stock a
pawnshop. By Jove! they _shall_ help to stock Attenborough’s; and we’ll
live on the proceeds, at any rate till things look more rosy.” He was
off then and there, and for the next six months, till Harry died, I
scarcely saw him. One excitement in his case had cast out the others,
and while Harry lived he hardly cared to be outside his room. Brother
and nurse in one he was to him—with him night and day—and, whatever money
or love could do, Bindo did for him.
Afterwards he came back to me, looking a trifle older, a trifle more
depressed; but improved, or so it seemed to me, by the experience he had
undergone. I forgot that there are natures receptive of vigorous and
even intense impressions, but absolutely incapable of retaining them. So
soon as one predominant idea has passed from the brain, its place must be
occupied by another, for good or else for evil. Which of the two it may
be, seems almost a matter of indifference; it is the law, so to speak, of
their being that it _should_ be indifferent.
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