England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
It was while Ronnie was slowly mending, but still only the shadow of his
normal self, that Rose and her little daughter came to stay with me.
Rose had proposed the visit and I was only too glad to have them.
Eustace, she said, was in Paris, on some commission of inquiry.
I had seen Rose-the-less occasionally, but only in London and on her best
behaviour. Playing on my lawn she was more natural, and I delighted in
her straight little body, her quick movements and her eager ways. She
was like her mother, but unlike too—she had a hint of elfishness, which
her mother lacked: she was less essentially womanly; and she had an
imperious touch. She knew what she wanted and her enjoyment came largely
through getting it, whereas her mother as a child had found things
delectable as they came and had not chosen and demanded. But there was
nothing unattractive in the child’s selective impulses: they did not
suggest any kind of rapacity. For the rest, she was very like that
earlier Rose. She made friends as quickly, she asked as many questions
and she was happy all the time.
“Why does mother call you Dombeen?” was one of the first things she
wanted to know.
I explained her difficulties with the word Greville.
“May I call you Dombeen too?” she asked.
I said that I should like nothing better.
Rose—my own Rose—I found older and graver. She could laugh still, and as
her visit was prolonged she laughed oftener and gradually gave up the new
habit of thinking visibly before she spoke. Her impulses being always
gay or cordial or merrily mischievous, she need never have become
cautious. But I could see that she had. It is melancholy indeed when a
natural self-unconsciousness is destroyed: and that is what had happened.
And how often I have seen it happen elsewhere! One of the prevailing
superstitions of English husbands is that wives are better for being
de-individualized.
One thing that a little perplexed me was Rose’s attitude to her daughter,
which appeared to me curiously detached. I wondered sometimes if there
were not some defective sympathy between them, as between Rose and the
child’s father. Rose was kind and gentle and a delightful companion to
the little girl; but no fierce maternal flame was discernible. I could
have wished for a glimpse of such a fire: but there was none. It seemed
to me a trifle hard on the mite that she should be at all out in the cold
on account of other people’s affairs; but on the other hand she never
seemed unhappy, or less happy than might be; and Rose had no intention of
unfairness. Besides, human nature can’t be logical.
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