England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
As Ronnie got better he came oftener and oftener to us, to lie in a
deck-chair in the garden. Rose used to sit by him there and sometimes
read to him, or he told little Rose about India, very much as the old
Colonel had talked to her mother, but with additional modern piquancies.
Now and then Rose and Ronnie returned to their battleground in the
billiard-room; but he was not strong enough for a long game. Sir Edmund
and Lady Fergusson would now and then walk over to accompany him back or
push his wheeled chair.
Remembering the episode at St. Moritz, I was a little uneasy to see
Ronnie and Rose so much together. But I did not feel strongly enough
about it to interfere, even if interference had ever been my long suit.
Besides, I was so glad to see Rose happy again. Moreover, Rose was grown
up and a mother; Ronnie was grown up and ill. Not that being grown up
adds anything to power of resistance when emotional temptations offer.
Perhaps to say that I was uneasy is too strong. Rather was I not
unconscious that that popular plaything, fire, was adjacent, and yet not
conscious enough to be really apprehensive. It was always possible that
Ronnie’s state of dependence and fragility was the only cause of Rose’s
solicitude; while it was natural enough for a convalescing soldier, such
as he was, to sun himself in the company of an old playmate.
I forget how long Rose and Rose stayed with me on that occasion. But
after Ronnie had been taken off to some seaside resort they returned to
London and I was more alone than ever. That must have been the early
summer of 1906.
* * * * *
The next period of importance in this rambling narrative is October of
the same year, and I can place the day exactly, because on my way toward
home I was stopped by some one running out of the “Crown Inn” to say that
old Pritchard, the host, had had some kind of a stroke. I found him
pretty bad, the result of some extra conviviality on a life of excessive
and chronic alcoholism, the occasion for which—and this is how I remember
the date so distinctly—was his good fortune over the Cambridgeshire,
which that year was won by Polymelus.
Having done what I could to patch him up, I returned home. While I had
been in the “Crown” a tempest of cold rain had set in, bringing with it a
dreary consciousness of the end of fine weather. One had the feeling
that the year could never recover: winter was our fate and winter to a
country doctor means too much to do and a great deal of discomfort, with
too few of the roadside compensations which he gathers as he drives about
in the summer and the spring.
My thoughts went naturally to Rose, whose susceptibility to weather had
always been so acute; in whose world, could she plan it, rain would fall
only at night. I was still thinking of her as I left the car at the
garage door and walked into the house.
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