England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
We were sitting over our tobacco, late—too late for me, for I was very
tired and the contemplation of spilt milk has never much attracted me.
Would I tell him, he asked, of my own affairs? What was the health of
the neighbourhood? Good? All the same, I must agree that it was
extraordinary, incredible even, that his wife, the mother of his child,
should find it possible to do this—this—he hated to be hard on her—but he
was bound to call it, this scandalous thing? To leave her home in Wilton
Place, one of the most charming and convenient houses in London, every
one said: to leave her circle of friends, hers and his—was not that all
amazing and beyond credence? As for himself, he would say nothing,
except that barristers, by the very nature of their calling, are
peculiarly in a position to be protected by their wives rather than made
by them to look foolish if not despicable. How thankful he was that when
he was called to the Bar he had decided to specialize and not take up
advocacy. The spectacle of a leading divorce court counsel himself
unable to retain his wife’s affections would be too ludicrous; his career
would be finished. As it was—but his mind was in a whirl on the whole
question of his future.
That I felt sorry for him as he laid bare his wounded ego, I need not
say. No one could have failed to pity him. But to see him so blind to
any but his own misfortune, so incapable of putting himself for an
instant into Rose’s place, or to realize that such a woman must have
suffered much and long before she could take such a step, was to withhold
a certain measure of sympathy.
He would not, he began again, inflict any more of his perplexities on me.
It was not that that he had come for. Would I mind if he took the key
and went for a walk? He had no desire for bed and I must be weary.
I was rising to comply with this exceedingly welcome suggestion when he
began again. What was not the least extraordinary part of the whole
mystery, he said, was the circumstance—mark this!—that Rose had never
given the faintest indication of unrest, dissatisfaction. How could one
account for it? It was not as if he had been cool or careless or in the
slightest respect neglectful. He taxed his memory in vain in the attempt
to collect a single instance. As to his having given any of the ordinary
causes for jealousy that was laughably out of the question.
He laughed now, to illustrate the impossibility, and his hollow travesty
of mirth gave me deeper knowledge of the poor fellow than all his words.
If he had only known that such complete failure to provide a wife with
cause for jealousy is no surety of married bliss.
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