England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
I had listened to the harangue without a word, but not without many
thoughts. Chiefly had I been wondering if husband and wife were in
collusion, or if they were really acting independently. To this day I
don’t know.
As he came to an end, he advanced to me with an extended hand, which I
took.
“I will come to the Hall to-morrow,” I said. “But I should like as much
publicity to be given to your new friendly attitude as to the hostile one
now terminating. I count on you to let others know, as well as myself,
that you have reason to be ashamed of your conduct towards me.”
“How?” he asked blankly.
“I must leave that to you,” I said.
I was relieved that the hatchet was buried, not because I had been
incommoded by the feud to any great extent, but quarrels are not in my
line, and this one was uncomfortable to the village. More than
uncomfortable: degrading.
It was humiliating, for example, to one who would wish every one to be
dependent and honest, to see the embarrassment into which some of my
neighbours could be plunged when I had come suddenly upon them while they
were talking with Sir Edmund or Lady Fergusson. They had to decide in a
moment which side to be on, whether to acknowledge me or not. I was, of
course, in the long run, of infinitely more use to them than the Hall
people could be: but wealth is wealth, and position is position, and poor
human nature is poor human nature and ever will be. I don’t expect it to
change, but I cannot bear to be a cause of plunging it into its less
admirable moods.
Our community was too small for the Hall people and the doctor to be at
enmity; and a large part of a country doctor’s duty is to act as cement,
a fuser of classes, and while the vendetta held how could I be this?
But if a sigh of relief went up when it was known that I had been seen to
drive into the Hall gates again, no one emitted it with more genuine
heartiness than the rector, who had been put in a peculiarly awkward
position. For although my friend of many years’ standing, he had not,
poor fellow, enough courage to take any stand in the matter. I am not
blaming him. The church does not train men to take a very strong stand
on such occasions, nor indeed require recruits from the ranks of the
independent and outspoken. Clerics, it is true, can become approximately
courageous and frank, but preferment usually precedes the operation.
Your country rector or vicar keeps himself as free from trouble as
possible—very wisely—and listens to all sides even if he is not a
partisan of all sides.
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