England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction; Single men -- Fiction
He duly arrived, very grey, but looking strong and hard and handsome. He
watched Rose very carefully at lunch, but seemed to have no wish to be
alone with her—almost a fear that he might have to be. Rose studied him
gravely, too, but merely answered his questions and volunteered nothing.
I have had all my life only one rule of conduct with regard to children,
and that is to treat them as if they were grown up; I ask their advice,
consult with them, even conspire; and great has been my reward in
consequence. But Eustace was one of those men who too consciously come
down a peg or two with the young, and Rose was made uneasy. She
disappointed him by her ignorance of the Argentine and expressed no
interest when her father told her that in sailors’ language Buenos Aires
became Bows and Arrows.
I had been troubled by the fear that he would want to take Rose away and
try the experiment of being a father to her: but it was a false alarm.
Once again I had been guilty of the folly of anticipating disaster—a
foible to which human nature is ever too prone.
Eustace had many plans, but they did not embrace any intimate association
with his flesh and blood. Having satisfied himself of my genuine desire
to keep Rose, he told me some of them. He was selling most of the Wilton
Place furniture, keeping only enough for a small service flat. He would
spend most of his week-ends in the Dormy House at Bellingdon (what golf
and tobacco can do for bachelors, widowers and the separated, no pen can
ever compute!), but would like to come down to me occasionally, if I had
no objection.
“I don’t think I am the best companion for a child of Rose’s age,” he
said. “When she is older I hope that she may come and live with me, but
just now I am both unsettled and unhappy and I should not be able to give
her sufficient attention. She should go to school, I think, and then
part at least of the holidays—the summer holidays—she and I could spend
together by the sea. I might do a little sailing.”
Of the other Rose he said nothing. Nor did I mention her. But Rose the
less was like enough to her mother (her double in expression, in certain
moods) for him inevitably to have her in his thoughts whenever the child
was present. Except at meals, however, she was careful to be absent.
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