Rose in Bloom: A Sequel to "Eight Cousins"Alcott, Louisa May
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Rose in Bloom: A Sequel to "Eight Cousins"
Alcott, Louisa May
Cousins -- Fiction; Family life -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
“That is too easy. I enjoy working for my blessings, and the harder I
have to work, the more I value them when they come.”
“Then if I suddenly grew very kind, would you stop caring about me?”
asked Rose, wondering if that treatment would free her from a passion
which both touched and tormented her.
“Try and see.” But there was a traitorous glimmer in Mac's eyes which
plainly showed what a failure it would be.
“No, I'll get something to do, so absorbing I shall forget all about
you.”
“Don't think about me if it troubles you,” he said tenderly.
“I can't help it.” Rose tried to catch back the words, but it was too
late, and she added hastily, “That is, I cannot help wishing you would
forget me. It is a great disappointment to find I was mistaken when I
hoped such fine things of you.”
“Yes, you were very sure that it was love when it was poetry, and now
you want poetry when I've nothing on hand but love. Will both together
please you?”
“Try and see.”
“I'll do my best. Anything else?” he asked, forgetting the small task
she had given him in his eagerness to attempt the greater.
“Tell me one thing. I've often wanted to know, and now you speak of it
I'll venture to ask. Did you care about me when you read Keats to me
last summer?”
“No.”
“When did you begin?” asked Rose, smiling in spite of herself at his
unflattering honesty.
“How can I tell? Perhaps it did begin up there, though, for that talk
set us writing, and the letters showed me what a beautiful soul you had.
I loved that first it was so quick to recognize good things, to use them
when they came, and give them out again as unconsciously as a flower
does its breath. I longed for you to come home, and wanted you to find
me altered for the better in some way as I had found you. And when you
came it was very easy to see why I needed you to love you entirely, and
to tell you so. That's all, Rose.”
A short story, but it was enough the voice that told it with such simple
truth made the few words so eloquent, Rose felt strongly tempted to add
the sequel Mac desired. But her eyes had fallen as he spoke, for she
knew his were fixed upon her, dark and dilated, with the same repressed
emotion that put such fervor into his quiet tones, and just as she was
about to look up, they fell on a shabby little footstool. Trifles affect
women curiously, and often most irresistibly when some agitation sways
them. The sight of the old hassock vividly recalled Charlie, for he
had kicked it on the night she never liked to remember. Like a spark it
fired a long train of recollections, and the thought went through her
mind: “I fancied I loved him, and let him see it, but I deceived myself,
and he reproached me for a single look that said too much. This feeling
is very different, but too new and sudden to be trusted. I'll neither
look nor speak till I am quite sure, for Mac's love is far deeper than
poor Charlie's, and I must be very true.”
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