United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
But oh, who shall tell Isaac’s emotions as name after name was called,
and none that sounded like his. Would they never reach it, never say
_Isaac Simms?_ Could it be he was not there? Larger and thicker grew the
drops of sweat, quivering about his mouth, and standing upon his
forehead. Whiter, more death-like grew his face: heavier, sadder, more
mournful the eyes, fixed so wistfully upon the caller of that roll,
growing less so fast. There could not be many more, and the head drooped
upon the heaving bosom, with a discouraged, disheartened feeling, just
as the last was read, not _his_, not Isaac Simms. _He was not there_,
and with a moan, which smote painfully on Tom’s ear, the disappointed
boy turned away, and wept bitterly, while his pale lips moved feebly
with the prayer for help he essayed to make. To be left there alone,
with no kind Captain Carleton to soothe the weary hours, to be returned,
most likely, to the noisy floor above, to die some night when nobody
knew or cared,—it was terrible,—and Widow Simms would have shrieked in
anguish could she have seen the look of despair settling down on her
darling’s face.
But though she did not see it, there was one who did, and guessing at
the thoughts which prompted it, he walked away to be alone, and gather
strength for the sacrifice he must make. Tom Carleton could not desert
the boy who had clung so faithfully to him, and as Isaac had once staid
by him in the Virginia woods, when he might have gone away, so he now
would stay with Isaac. Still it was hard to give up going home, and for
a moment he felt as if he could not. There was a fierce struggle between
duty and inclination,—a mighty combat between Tom’s selfishness and his
better nature,—and then the latter conquered. He must stay. It would not
be difficult to find some person to take his place clandestinely, for
already were the unfortunate ones seeking to buy such chances, and
offering every possible inducement to any who would accept. A young
lieutenant about his age and appearance, and whose wife and child were
suffering from his absence, was the one selected by Tom as his
substitute, and the matter soon arranged. Then, with a forced
cheerfulness he did not feel, Tom went back to Isaac, who was still
weeping silently on his couch, and whispering to an unseen presence,
“_You’ll_ never leave me, will you? and when I die you’ll take me up to
Heaven?”
Here was a faith, a trust, to which Tom Carleton was a stranger, and
wishing himself more like that sick boy, he bent over the cot, and said
cheerily,
“Isaac, are you asleep?”
In the tone of his voice there was something so kind and sympathetic,
that Isaac started up, and winding his feeble arms around Tom’s neck,
sobbed out,
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