United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
He was helpless as an infant, and Annie nursed him much as she would
have nursed a baby whose life hung on a thread. He had been there four
days, and only a faint, moaning sound had given token of life or
consciousness. But at the close of the fourth day, as Annie sat chafing
the pulseless fingers where the grey skin hung so loosely, the eyes
opened for a moment and were fixed upon her face. There was no
consciousness in them,—no recognition of her presence, nothing but the
strained, hungry, despairing look Annie had seen in the eyes of so many
of our prisoners, and which to a greater or less degree was peculiar to
them all. Annie saw this look, and then underneath it all she saw
something more,—_what_ it was she could not tell, but it brought back to
her those moonlight nights upon the beach at New London, and that other
night of more recent date, when she sat with Jimmie Carleton beneath the
Rockland sky and heard his passionate words of love, and saw his soft,
black eyes kindle with earnestness and then grow sad and sorrowful with
disappointment. There was no kindling in them now,—no ardent passion or
heat of love,—but a certain softness and brightness, and even sauciness,
lingered still and told Annie at last who it was.
“Oh, merciful Father! it is _Jimmie_!” she said, and unmindful of any
who might be looking on, she bent down and kissed the sunken cheeks from
which the flesh was gone.
She had expected him so long, and grown so weary and hopeless with
expectations unfulfilled, that she could scarcely believe it now, or
realize that the half dead wretch before her was once the lively,
humorous, teasing Jimmie Carleton. How she pitied him, and how her heart
throbbed as she thought of the suffering he must have endured ere he
reached this state of apparent imbecility. Then, as she remembered what
the physician said about his mind, she dropped upon her knees, and
clasping her hands over her face, prayed earnestly that God would remove
the darkness and wholly restore the man whom she loved so dearly.
“_Do_ you think he will die?” she asked Mrs. Simms, who had come for a
moment to her side.
“You know him, then. I was wondering that an old woman like me should
see clearer than you. I mistrusted from the first,” Mrs. Simms answered,
and then to Annie’s eager questioning she replied, “It will be almost a
miracle if we do get any sense into that brain, or flesh upon these
bones, but we’ll do the best we can.”
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