United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“Wait, Jimmie, till I am through. This is my hour now. I have delayed
telling you all this, for various reasons. Your mother knew who I was
before I went to Washington, and she excused you as far as was possible.
That I have promised to be your wife is proof that I have forgiven the
pangs of disappointment I endured; for, Jimmie, I did suffer for a time.
There was so little in the world to make me happy, and you had been so
kind, that I fully believed in and trusted you; and when I found I was
deceived, my heart ached as hard, perhaps, as the heart of a girl of
fourteen can ache from such a cause.”
“Poor Annie! poor little Lulu!” Jimmie said, as he clasped one of
Annie’s hands in his own, and his voice expressed all the sorrow and
tenderness he felt for Annie who continued:
“Such childish loves are usually short-lived, you know, but mine was the
first pleasant dream I had known since my parents died, and I went to my
Aunt Belknap, in New Haven. She meant to be kind, I suppose, and in a
certain way she was. She gave me a good education, and every advantage
within her means. She took me to Newport and Saratoga, and the New York
hotels, and she turned her back on George Graham, whom we met at Long
Branch, where he was making some repairs upon an engine. A mechanic was
not her idea of a husband for her niece. She preferred that I should
marry a man of sixty, who had already the portraits of three wives in
his handsome house at Meriden; but then, for each portrait he counted
over two hundred thousand dollars, and half a million covers a multitude
of defects and a great many wives. I would not marry that man, and as
the result of my persistent refusal, my life with my aunt became so
unbearable that, when Providence again threw George in my way, and he
asked me to be his wife, I consented, and I never regretted the step. He
was very kind to me, and I loved him so much, that when he died, I
thought my heart died too, for he was my all.”
Annie was very beautiful in her excitement as she paid this tribute to
her deceased husband, and Jimmie saw that she was beautiful, but felt
relieved when she left George Graham, and spoke of Rose, who had come to
her like an angel of light, and made the burden easier to bear.
“I had no suspicion that she was the _soi-disant_ Dick Lee’s sister, or
that my boy-hero was not Dick Lee, until just before you came home for
the first time, and then I thought I must go away, for I did not care to
meet you. But Rose prevented me, and I am glad now that she did.”
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