United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
It was done at last; and after few directions the operators hurried off
to do for others, what they had done for George. Poor George, how long
and weary were the days and nights immediately succeeding the
amputation, and how horrible the sensation which prompted him to fancy
the severed limb was there; to feel the hot blood tingling through his
finger tips, throbbing through his wrists, streaming into his elbow
joints, and then to know ’twas all a mere delusion, for the right arm
once so full of vigor, was nought now, save a putrifying mass buried
away beneath the sod. He would not have Annie know it yet, he said. He
would rather spare her as long as possible, and so the news was withheld
from her, while day after day George waited and watched for the
favorable change which should make it safe for him to undertake the
tedious journey. Three times was the travelling-bag packed, with the
hope of going to-morrow, and as often did the doctor’s stern mandate bid
him wait a little longer.
At last the terribly nervous sensation passed away, taking with it all
the pain, and leaving no feeling save one of intense uneasiness and
languor, which the once strong man strove in vain to shake off, trying
day after day to sit up, if only for a moment, and as often falling back
upon his pillows from sheer exhaustion. He was only tired; he had never
been rested since the battle, he said, and if he could once go home to
Annie, and lie upon the lounge, where he last saw her kneeling, he
should get well so fast. Often in his troubled sleep he talked of her,
begging her not to spurn her poor, crippled husband, but to love him
just the same.
“I never can work for you as I used to do,” he would say, “never can buy
that cottage on the hill, but God won’t let us starve, and I shall love
you so much, so much, when I find you do not shrink away from poor,
mutilated George.”
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