The doctor has a bad opinion of Vane. He says he has no stamina. I never saw any one waste so quickly. Poor little chap, and I who used to think him too pink and too plump! Leicester, the fellow, you know, we found in the fort here with his forty Goorkhas, goes and nurses him like a woman, in the intervals of business. I went to see him to-day—Vane, I mean. He seemed very low, but quite conscious. I thought I worried him, so did not stop long. Leicester tells me he’s deadly ashamed of himself for being ill, and thinks I must despise him. Good Lord! Bethune’s up. * * * * * _April_ 3*rd*.—My sleep has gone. That’s a weak thing for a soldier to have to confess. But I’m tough. I’ve got into the way of writing like this in the quiet hours. Not that night is always our quiet time, far from it. A black night is our worst enemy. We never know when the creatures will try and rush the fort. Last night we had a lively two hours of it, but I think they’ve had a lesson, and Rajab, my havildar, has suggested a plan for lighting the walls with pitch on little platforms hung out of the loopholes. If it works, we shan’t be taken by surprise again. * * * * * We buried poor little Vane this morning. Whiteley came to me at eight o’clock last night and said he did not think he’d last out another twelve hours. I went to see him about eleven o’clock, but was no sooner in the room when they called the alarm from the tower—and we had a hot time of it. Our men were splendid, and I am thankful to say our casualties are comparatively few. Leicester made a sally with his Goorkhas, splendidly in the nick, and that settled the day, or rather the night, for us. There’s been a good deal of wailing across the water this morning, at which you should see those little devils smile. In fact, the whole garrison would be in high spirits if it were not for Vane. Last night every one, even the orderly in charge, ran away from him in the scrimmage. I thought of this, I knew it would be so, but, of course, we can’t waste time on the dying at such a time. The moment the pressure was over I clambered up to his room. The dawn was just breaking; there he was, lying on the boards under the window. Poor little beggar! flat on his back, in his pyjamas, his carbine by his side. He’d been potting at them out of his window, he was not gone, though. He opened his eyes and grinned at me. "I’m done for, sir," he said. "But it’s not the fever. I’m hit, thank God!" I lifted him up. Poor little chappy, he had a scratch along his ribs, but it would not have killed a mouse! "You’ll tell them," he said, "it was the wound, not the fever."