"Oh, Mary," wailed Rosamond, and broke into a storm of sobs, "do you
think he will ever understand, do you think he will ever forgive me?
Oh, Mary, you who have felt his presence here, ask him—ask him if he
will forgive me!"
Now Mary hardly needed Aspasia’s agitated whispers; she had understood.
Her blue eyes became illumined.
"In God’s heaven," she said solemnly, "where dwell the happy spirits who
have entered into life, all is peace and understanding—there is no need
to forgive. Eh, Ma’am," she went on, while Rosamond stifled her sobs to
hang upon her words, "do you think these poor things of earth can hurt
those that have gone before? In heaven there is no marriage or giving
in marriage!"
A moment Rosamond stared with blazing eyes; then she struck at the woman
with both hands.
"How dare you!" she cried hoarsely. "How dare you! Out of my sight! I
want none of your God who can make such cruel laws, none of your heaven
that can hold such coldness. Oh, Harry, Harry, Harry! Somewhere you
are. Hear me—come to me. Come!"
Fiercely, as if madness were indeed upon her, she flung her glance from
one to the other of the helpless watchers.
"I must see him! Send old Mary away, she is keeping him from me. Send
her away. Harry, Harry, come to me. Tell me you forgive me... Jani,
your people can raise the dead, they say. Call him back to me. By your
gods or your devils call his spirit to me. Jani, will you let your
child die and not help her?"
The fluent Hindustani of her childhood rushed back to her lips.
Aspasia, after having huddled old Mary out of sight, stood, feeling
again as if one hideous dream had been succeeded by another still more
hideous; feeling, while the unknown cry rang out, and the dear voice
grew hoarse and feeble, more abjectly useless herself than in her
teeming energy she could ever have thought possible. All at once the
ayah, who had listened at first bewildered, then with an air of darkling
attention, suddenly interrupted the failing accents of her mistress by a
few harsh words.
Rosamond fell back upon her pillows with a sigh of exhaustion. The
Hindoo turned, and went stealthily from the room, and Aspasia sank into
a chair; her limbs would no longer support her.
Rosamond lay very still, almost like death, the girl thought, her
eyelids only half closed over her dulled eyes. Never had minutes seemed
so interminable; never silence so charged with boding sounds, as during
this span of expectation. Never would Aspasia know whether it were
hours or minutes that she sat, expecting she knew not what.
At length the shuffling tread of the ayah sounded without the door, and
Jani entered. She had thrown a long white veil over her head, and
between her hands she held the chafing-dish in which she was wont to
cook her own food. The glimmer of the hot charcoal shone fitfully on
her dark intent face. A thrill of superstitious terror ran through
Aspasia.
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